Hi @Sans911, very understandable that you are scared especially when you don't know what is going to happen. Hopefully you have a say and just do what is best for you. Great that you are out of bed and had a shower. Baby steps always helps me!
I am going ok thanks. Not much sleep so I am taking my own baby steps today 
It does indeed seem to be one of those mornings - I had a disturbed night again - two in a row - for me - that's unusual
My right knee has been opened and fixed twice and I have a horrible feeling like - oh oh - this needs to happen again - doing my best to exercise and rest it both - not at the same time of course
I read where you wrote today I think that you would rather do something useful than toss around all night - so I decided to make myself comfortable on the couch with the DVR running on David Attenborough programmes - great - slept off and on until I finally went to bed then slept in and I am finding it hard to start today - so I think we all know about that one - yes we do
So often people tell me that my age is just a number - so yes - maybe that's true but when we get here we find that our joints know the date too and let us know
But apart from feeling like it's been a hard start - my home is reasonably under control
How are you today Faith - I hope the Baby Dragons and WH are being reasonable - possibly it's like painting the Sydney Harbour Bridge - when you get it all under control you have to go back to the beginning and start again
So seeing it's late in the day
Everyone
Dec
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SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.