Good Morning!

[Former-Member]

Omg 😂😂😂😂 @TAB 

This is gold, can we get t-shirts printed please?!!

oh that is so funny. Gosh I’m half tempted. I think you have given me a new business idea!!! 😂😁

[Former-Member]

Thank you @Emelia8 

After some angst this afternoon of discomfort, it dawned upon me, what on earth am I running from?

Then it occurred to me, my natural order of programming had changed. I was still living in the zone of making sure everything appears the same, to not to erupt any feathers, for I knew he was coming. In that moment I unravelled and lost what I was doing, like some giant erase button was sweeping it all away.

I didn’t know what I had been doing, and realised this is crazy.

The idea of resurfacing in messy mode, suddenly became the most fantastic reason to be alive. I had achieved nothing all day, could not even hang out the clothes. It took me all day to move them from the machine to the line outside!

I don’t know why processing needs to be so hard at times. However maybe today was a signal- if it happens make a damn mess. And relish in all its glory of

change, no corner of the house will feel, look, or remotely hint at anything of the same again! 😂

[Emelia8]

Well done @Former-Member 💞

Morning all 😊

[Former-Member]

lol

 @TAB 

good morning

and good morning to all,

I want to check what may be on my roof!

@Emelia8 @SmilingGecko @Glisten @StuF @greenpea 

[Glisten]

@Former-Member is very important to check what’s on your roof.
penthouse, roof people, a cocktail/coffee bar, Christmas decorations, leprechauns. the possibilities are endless.

G

[MDT]

All is well

[TAB]

twas the Night before Christmas @MDT  ??

glad you are okay . Look after yourself

[Former-Member]

@Glisten 

Yes, the magic world. I forgot. It was a toy milk bottle! As you said, the possibilities are endless.

Not quite the cocktail bar I was hoping for. I think I need to resurrect something of the sort!

I had a yuck day, and a solid drive out of town shed decent perspective. 
But it didn’t bring me

cocktails, I’m well overdue!

[Glisten]

@Former-Member  give me a foamy gin gimlet any day.

I had two for my birthday May last year and they were luscious.

Fingers crossed the Annibirthary event, my birthday & my Aunt and uncle’s wedding anniversary, in Newcastle this year will have gimlets 🍸🍸

10 May is a significant day in my family. My great grandmother Emily’s birthday and too the hour, my mother was giving birth to me in Sydney, as her little brother is saying his wedding vows in Newcastle.

G

[MDT]

Cheers tabs @TAB
Yeah stopped caring about work "vibes"
Too many young ones. One of my new colleagues is 42. Meaning of life haha. But it'll be nice having someone a bit more worldly and with more life experience.
Saw my friend yesterday and introduced him to my partner. Been my friend 20 years.
Made a new years resolution to keep in contact with as many as I can. Hard ofc. There seems to be a sense fo collective laziness around my generation. Or at least those whose age begins with a 2 ha. Don't get me wrong, I have some cool colleagues, but some are acting as if it's the end of the world. This sort of attitude I can't handle.

Yesterday my mate told me about his sister who us 24 with 2 toddlers. Father walked out. Coz he was a piece of crap. Just abandoned them. Now he wants 50% custody. Claimed he was assaulted by my mates sister.
Made me cherish what I have.

Dunno if I'm going back to religion but at least I am in my own way. Reading/watching Peter Rollins.

Hams the wiser is what I am I guess , hence "flying" coz I once thought it would be like seeing a flying ham to see me successful in life. But by rebranding what success means for myself I was able to trawl through the sh&t.

Right now I'm having a coffee after a short walk. I dropped partner at train for her uni day. She hates what she studies but she needs it for requirements to avoid a bad government in her home country. And there are plenty of them these days....by the day.... she lost her grandfather I 2014 and last week was 10 years since. He was important to her for her family lost their eldest kid when my partner was 8. We visited both of their graves I'm a remote village in her home country. I wept when I was there.
Hams is no longer interested in banalities. He is only interested in truth - objective and subjective.

It astounds me that people here complain about the dumbest things. But I suppose that's the absurdity of life. I thinkCamus would know what I mean.

Life is kinda absurd. But I like it. Because it could be so much worse