Good Morning!

[MDT]

Evening all.

I had a woeful morning today. Couldn't get to sleep after I woke up super early. I went for a walk and it sort of helped. I had to do a meditation for like 5 minutes but couldn't focus. Maybe i feel the pressure from this role already but it may be more to do with how I'm interpreting everything idk.

And also my gf is behaving odd lately but idk what to make of it.

Lots on my mind. I'm so overtired it's not even funny.

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You'll get sleep @MDT 

maybe its time to part ways w gf

[StuF]

Frustrating @TAB !!!

[MDT]

Idk @TAB
Will see

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@StuF  just rang someone and they actually answered. 
think I was already gone, they said whats the go I said happened before if take a week off might be good for another week 

he's like cya go pick tools up

so am doing that tomorrow morning. At least I know whats going on now plus for the better anyway 

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If drowning @MDT  first step is to throw anything you have away.. even if useful like flippers

then realise need to calm down or else actually Will drown ... just sayin'....

[StuF]

Bit confused with that @TAB , but I take it you pick up your tools and that's it (not potentially lining up for more after a week)?

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Yes am 100% gone @StuF  doubt will get more work from them either lol Oh well 

[StuF]

Ahh, ok @TAB 

Sounds like for the best really

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Yes. @StuF  i could have struggled for couple more shifts then may have been out of action for months