Does anyone want to talk

[ArraDreaming]

@Zoe7 @Birdofparadise8 please know I would never ever do anything to hurt or upset my family I would never do the things my parents did to me I would never do that I care about them so much

[ArraDreaming]

I really wouldnt to be really clear to anyone reading I care shout my family so much I would never hurt them

[Zoe7]

Never, ever doubted for a second you would do anything to hurt your family @ArraDreaming - that thought has never entered my mind - and I won't speak for anyone else here but I am sure they would think the same as me. Quite the opposite infact - you love, adore and care for you beautiful family - and are an amazing role model for both your kids and us here. The challenges you have had to face and overcome, the life you were given when you were a kid and the outstanding growth you have shown right here on the forums are all examples of just how much strength, courage and compassion you have within. I am super proud to know you ❤️

[ArraDreaming]

Thank you @Zoe7 I would never do anything to harm them and I am working really hard on being a better person and managing how I feel sometimes

[ArraDreaming]

I am going to go to bed because I have to be up early for work in the morning, @Zoe7

[ArraDreaming]

even though I didn’t get done any of the things I wanted to get done. Tonight I wish sometimes I wasn’t such a mess and didn’t miss out on time with my family because I am too anxious or angry

[Zoe7]

You are doing so well with how you react to things and regulating your emotions @ArraDreaming Soooooo much progress and you should be really proud of yourself.

Good night buddy. I don't think I will be far behind you. Have a great day tomorrow. You're a 🌟

[ArraDreaming]

I could of just gone straight home from the shops but I didnt I sat in the car why didnt I just go home and tell mrsj what was wrong I told her but I was too late, she asked why I didnt bring back the groceries and I said I felt anxious but I should of just come home

[Zoe7]

Hey buddy - that has gone now so nothing you can do. Let it go because in the big scheme of things, It really doesn't matter. You did what you needed in the moment - next time you can go home and talk to Mrs A. For now though, put it out of your mind and just enjoy the things in your life that really matter - your family and new job.

Take care my friend - and sleep well @ArraDreaming 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hi @ArraDreaming 

I hope work goes well today. I know how much you care about your family and wouldn't do anything to hurt them.