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[wordman]

@Former-Member Hello Tuxedo Cat. Have you been well ? 

Kind Regards

Wordman

[wordman]

@maddison dear Maddison. I am buying a baby dual pram. I am excited about this. The pram is for sale somewhere in the western suburbs. It is early in the morning and at 8.45am this morning I have my GP appt to have my injection given. HAPPY DAYS. HAPPY DAYS. HAPPY DAYS. I must however continue to take my medication for my mums sake. She is the one who observed my experiences throughout life. She is the one who was my true friend. OOPS, I think I may have mentioned this already. 

Kind Regards

Wordman 

[maddison]

Hi @wordman I was happy to see so many messages from you when I woke up today. Thankyou for thinking of me!

I have lots to reply to .. This is a quick message.

I wanted to let you know - that last night, I was feeling heavy depression.. Searching desperately etc.

I read your 2nd message. I actually smiled. Depression vanished. Wow. How is that possible?

The messages we all share with each other on this forum - they are amazing, sacred, special, important.

If I can help other people... The way your message lifted me last night... It would be an honour.

@tonys hello, I'm including you again. I don't sense that you don't want me to. And I am cool🥒...I actually don't mean that to be rude!

I like that you said me & tonys were prolific 

1.of a plant, animal, or person) producing much fruit or foliage or many offspring.

2.present in large numbers or quantities; plentiful.

An esteemed descriptor. I am feeling fruitful at the moment. (an hour ago I was deeply annoyed & frustrated) ?!

I am happy to read that you are happy today... Buying a dual pram... Interesting.

I am hearing that your Mum is a real life superhero to you....I don't know who Kevin is!

Your words are kind & soulful wordman. You are always happy. Today U seem more happy, I'm happy to read your excitement.

Thanks for asking me about my crystals. 

It makes me happy to talk about my self - my interests. You showing an interest in me. It is very lovely for me.

I could talk all day about myself. 

My most important crystal I wear is called Libyan Desert Glass. It is a pale translucent golden, straw, blonde. Very difficult to describe actual colour. It has an unusual feel. It is obviously solid & hard object - it feels surprisingly soft. It's one of my crystals I cannot touch too much (although I wear it everyday, everynight) It is very powerful and I only need touch it for short times. The crystal repels me, in a nice way. 

Yes, I will look up of monsters & men - not sure it will be my style...

@EternalFlower wanted to tag you & say hello😊 how is your day going. What feelings are you having today? I didn't want to imply that you need to reply to me on this page. I wanted to include you, when we write - I don't have to repeat info. I'm sure you are welcome here❤️ I get that your page is different 😊

[maddison]

Hi @wordman hope your day has been rewarding. My day has been quite good. My goodness the hot weather has been full on in Melbourne. It was too hot to go out today. I had a fairly relaxed day. I needed it, after busy & draining week. I'm feeling fear at the moment.

Going to attempt replying to your words now, if that's ok.

Firstly. Thankyou for your beautiful words of love about suicide. Yes, uplifting for me to read. It made me think 'why didn't my psych say that?' You are a lovely soul. I am grateful.

At least you have an idea about timing of NDIS. I'm reading that as excellent news for you.

Yes, I enjoy cooking. When I'm happy, I like to cook. It takes mental organisation & skills. I am a pretty good cook. I don't know fancy stuff. I like how their are secrets I learn when repeat recipes. That is why mums & grandma's make the best food. Years of secrets & experience not written in any book.

I have been pondering what you are saying about your quest. Thankyou for asking me to understand what it is about. 

It's nice to read that you enjoy group activities. I am undecided.

I have still having a mental block walking in their shoes. Sorry.

[EternalFlower]

Hello @maddison thanks for the tag @wordman @tonys @Former-Member @hanami 

I have had an on ok day...how RU?

[maddison]

@EternalFlower hello. Thanks for replying. I'm glad day 'ok' I think mine was ok too.

Feelings, thoughts are confusing me. Very worried I might be sh. I don't want to do that.

You don't need to reply. I understand it is heavy subject.

Have a good night.

[maddison]

Please.

[maddison]

One of my cats demands I say please. I always laugh. She stands outside. I open the door to let her in. I tell her to quickly come inside (to stop flies) she won't move. As soon as I say please - she walks in. She is amazing.

[wordman]

@maddison Dear Maddison. That was a cute story about your cat. My cat is an indoor cat so I don't have to say please. I just say no to my cat whenever she scratches the furniture  and she  

stops scratching. I adore cats.

Kind Regards 

Wordman 

[wordman]

@maddison Dear Maddison. I am fascinated by the effects your crystals have on you. i will pay more attention to crystals when I come across them in a shop. I myself have a rose quartz by the side of my bed. I purchased this rose quartz in Cairns many years ago. It is in the shape of a star. Beautifully constructed. I believe you proved to yourself that depression can go away. Its not permanent. depression is fleeting, temporary and brief. You have proved to yourself that you are able to dispel depression and smile. Don't worry you are helping other people. It has begun with me by your attentive listening. That in itself is what makes me feel good. Attentive listening is always an excellent way to make people feel better. It shows you care and have empathy. Kevin is my client with whom I work with. He has multiple sclerosis. I have worked with Kevin since March 2015. He has indeed become my friend. Always remember, happiness is possible and is always attainable. You just need to work out how to make happiness perpetuate. 

Kind Regards 

Wordman