a poem to express feelings- a coping strategy

[outlander]

I try my best
not to be selfish, to keep my secret hidden
and just let them rest
wipe away those tears before they come near
must hide these feelings of fear
I can never tell them how I feel, to them the happiness is real
im happy and smiling but my soul is dying
all I feel is pain
and the looks I get are full of shame
I dont know why I complain
casue im the only one to blame

[outlander]

@Sans911 ive written you a poem thingy today

[outlander]

I want to draw you something too but not sure what.... what do you like? @Sans911 or would like as a drawing

[Sans911]

@outlander-your poem is beautiful and has me in tears. Thank you for sharing that. I'm going to copy it to my special place.

You could draw me anything hun, and I would like it. Because it would come from you,. Let your imagination take where ever it wants to go. Let go of all you constraints and open your heart to free will today

[outlander]

I havent shared my poem to you yet sis i need my computer its too hard on phone and want to put it with the drawing.

Ok sis ill see what i can come up with @Sans911

[outlander]

@Sans911



To my big sis,

Your always in my heart
It doesnt matter how many miles apart,
We laugh and cry,
But they are real tears we wioe away from our eyes

I show the world the person they 'need' to see
But you know different, you see the real me
I dont have to pretend im someone im not
I can sit here with the mask off

I really hope that you can see
Just how much you mean to me
I love you big sis
Without you something would be amiss

[outlander]

@Sans911

[outlander]

What do you think? @Sans911