Writing As A Form Of Therapy

[Silenus]

Hi @oceangirl ... [waves cheerily]...

It's been a while... thanks for thinking of me... I hope you are well...

[oceangirl]

Hi again @Silenus 

So good to get your message today. I have been well. What have you been up to? 

[Former-Member]

Little child sitting in a small dark room

Alone and fearing the doom and gloom

Grown woman crying, sitting all alone

Demons raging in her head, her home

Lights going out, their heart goes boom

[BlueBay]

Hi @Silenus  haven’t seen you on here for a while. I hope you’re doing ok. 

Miss your poetry ❤️

[eudemonism]

I figure life is about, working toward and having, what you need, as a human being ...

[Former-Member]

They say I have bad strategies 

to cope with life and hell

excuse my using profanities

how the f* they know so well

They say they’re here to help me

to cope, process and grow

But I can’t see them near me

when I hit my lowest low

It’s just another business

albeit with my own brain

I’m not gonna miss this

alone with all my pain

They’re calling this a schema

its name A B A N D O N M E N T

for me it’s A E T H I O N E M A

the candle lit by blood

I’m taking off my shackles 

stop hurting them my heart

I’m fighting my own battles

and will get pulled apart

Can’t you hear me screaming

forgot you’re never there

first thought I was dreaming 

when you spoke of help in hell

[Former-Member]

@Former-Member 

When I try to reach out I don’t seem to reach anyone, unless I get admitted to hospital, then I’m literally going places. 

Beaches

Light in colour

quartz feldspar and mica

white in colour

shells and skeletons 

black in colour

black volcanic glass

questions to answer, cause and effect

I wish it was that easy inside my head

[eudemonism]

Why???

They have left me, in a rather, messed up position; they have left me clinging, onto what i need ...

I have had, no other option, but to accept, what they have done; even my voice, has been taken away...

It is basically, a case of, their opinion, about right and wrong, verse mine; and it has truly, driven me insane ...

Why, have they, done this to me???

[BlueBay]

Love and hugs @Former-Member @eudemonism ❤️❤️

[BlueBay]

Home alone today 

seems like my life is a mess

i feel the pain the hurt 

it’s ripping me apart 

especially my heart 

how do I let go 

move forward and grow 

I’m scared I’m hurt 

I wish this was a dream 

and I would wake up 

and not do this anymore 

its consuming me

its taken over 

its not fair 

I hate this life of

abuse emotions and nightmares 

I want it all to stop 

I want a life 😢😢