RACV are dogs

[ArraDreaming]

This is all my OWN FAULT TO START WITH

[ArraDreaming]

I complain but this is my fault

[Jynx]

We all make mistakes @ArraDreaming. And there's always other factors involved too. 

And even if it is your fault, you're absolutely still allowed to complain! Especially cos this is such a bloody crappy thing to happen, having this expense come out of nowhere! That's bound to make anyone feel like crap. 

[ArraDreaming]

Tell me how I’m meant to survive TELL ME

[ArraDreaming]

because I would rather be dead right now

[Jynx]

I wish I had an answer for you @ArraDreaming, except to say just take it one step at a time. Which probably sounds like BS when you're in such a crappy situation. Have hope though mate, things will turn around. 

Do you have any more garden work with that bloke coming up? 

[ArraDreaming]

yeah worked today @Jynx pays me cash almost all of it went into account and except $20 I left in cash is gone I would rather just k Il myself than to have put my family through another period of this All becuwse9; my failings

[ArraDreaming]

failure of a human being

[Zoe7]

Hey buddy. Wanted to jump in here and give you a big hug - sorry I do not have much else but want you to know how much I care about you @ArraDreaming 

[Jynx]

I have no doubt your family would much prefer you alive than not @ArraDreaming - you mean the world to them and your struggles deserve to be met with nothing but compassion.