Living with Ourselves

[tonys]

@maddison    Thankyou mate.   You earnt the effort i put in to our friendship.     Honesty and loyalty.  and you write me..      When I look at the last year,....   well you shine mate.

I'm going down to the river for the night because the back packers and some of local folk are having the run off the place,  bit too much for me.   There young and alive and what i dont see,.......  well i dont care any way...   I'm having a big feed of yabbies.    I wont have reception down there so im blowing you big strawberry new years kisses and hugs now, and we will share a picnic tomorrow arvo  after my brain has come to terms with the bottle of Cointreau they just shoved in my jacket....    HAPPY NEW YEAR MY BEST MATE.....   tonys moonbase one❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ yes mate my emoji's   skies the limit💕❤️🤣😍😂😊😘😁❤️❤️❤️

[maddison]

Good for you @tonys learning emojis. I'm guessing my solitaire picnic was due to a certain person perhaps feeling a tad hungover? I think you might have liked it. I spent most of the morning packing the basket full of goodies. Baked bread, strawberries, croissants, plums, ,& cheese. I found the picnic blanket - from all my other previous picnics - & a frisbee.... Oh ,& a kite. The weather was very hot here today. I sat in the shade under the big tree, and sipped my sparkling water. I thought you may have called or texted to let me know, I guess you were feeling a little out of sorts. I think many might have shared the sentiment.

I'm not saying it was the alcohol - likely a bad yabbie, in amongst it all.

Well I wanted to wish you a special day 1. May you have a year like no other.

Speak soon dearest one

Your pal mads

[tonys]

@maddison   hey there Maddison.    Mate im throwing myself at the mercy of the court and pleading innocent.   Checked my email do da  on the front of my computor 3 times and the cupboard was bare...    then farm chores took over.  work, swim, snooze,  and here i am..   The book keeper was going to come out and help today ,  but she's still got the  sh*- .ts   with me,  big time for pinching the crust of the pie.

She Reckons its the 3rd time   but i dont remember.. ..

 Any way,  Big  Big clean up,   I have to tell you the calves are doing great.  Had them down the river today,     every things new for them.    Mum lets me get closer now,     Get This.   Madisson has two different coloured eyes.   First for me ..     The painted goats where the talking point at the doo apparently and porky had a couple of bottles of beer too.

Now you sound like had a nice day mate.  God knows you deserve it.  

  Going to send this ,   in case you are up..  then another straight away

tonys mb 1

[tonys]

@maddison    part  2.    Getting back to it ,   so ,  you are so close to the beach.   I hope you get

down and have a nice dip in the waves.    I lived at Seaford  30 or so years ago.   Remember a heat wave that lasted 12 days i think,    There were thousands of people, even in suites,  and whole family's spending the nights  down there because the air cons were not working...      Family.....  what a nice word.   never had one,   looked good from a distance,.....   probably just as well.

 So i hope the days are being kind to you now,   As for the nights,....   well try not to over think things ..      but then thats what woman do....   there knitting needles throw the endless loops of hopes and worries, into the fabric that holds family's together,    As for the men......   ?   

So what dreams are lighting up your eyes this week my friend.    

Could this be the year you let your creative talents blossom,  or express that caring heart in a brand new

TAFE  course.   or maybe discover some music that been hiding away for years, ....   and share the discovery with me. .  . ..  Little conversations....    bet you where surprised i remembered that one.......   Mate ,   every word of haunting desperation. 

Maybe we can get our kite strings tangled up tomorrow.  

When it feels good and right or  you wake in the night and  just need to,    leave a small piece of that black dress in my male box,    and i will make something that will fly out of it just for  you Maddison.      Sleep my friend     sleep.                 Tonys  moon base one.

[maddison]

Right. Well as long as you kept me in your thoughts.

Night @tonys 

Maddison.. So special!!

[tonys]

@maddison    Always ,   nite mate🎶💖🐱🐱🐱

[maddison]

I made you a present 🎁 @tonys 

Photo incoming ⬇️

 

[Sophia1]

Thank you for such kind thoughts and New year wishes. @tonys  

Yes finding a balance between dealing with the present and being open to what the future holds.

It has been a pleasure corresponding with you

I hope that those ribs are causing less pain and that you are taking care of youself

HappyNew Year my friend

Sophia1

[Sophia1]

Dear @Appleblossom 

Happy New Year wishes for you

I have had to stay away again with a new crisis with older son

I think that you will understand

I do not wish to say anymore than that

Have written to Exoplanet to thank her and support her.

I will write when I can

I know that you understand 

love Sophia1

[Sophia1]

@Emelia8 

unable to write much at moment

Am still thinking of you

Have written to Appleblossom above

take care

love Sophia1