New Post: Re: I Re: Living with Ourselves

[Former-Member]

 @Maggie 

[Sophia1]

Hello @Former-Member

How are you?  

Sorry...I have not been following many threads...I am not sure what is happening with you .....

[outlander]

Hi @Sophia1 and everyone. Hoping the days been kind to you all ❤

@bella3 hopeing your alright and ypu come back 💖

[Maggie]

@Former-Member Thankyou. 💜💕💜

[Former-Member]

Not much, couple bad days, just angry, sibling crap & house sale, and physical pain. What's new. Just watching, not knowing what to say & feeling left out (my BPD soft spot), blackdog, but no SI and slight improve today. So me best but lose everyone.
Thanks @outlander, You seem better.
Thanks @magie

[Former-Member]

Gotta go finish dinner and a friend is ringing tonight maybe

[outlander]

no not really @Former-Member but just doing my best to cope.
your welcome to join in anywhere you like , or tag me wherever to chat i really dont mind at all i hope your friend rings tonight so you guys can have a catch up. really glad to hear the SI has reduced to even though the black dogs still lingering around

[Sophia1]

Hello @Former-Member

It saddens me when I read that you feel left out..

I feel like that too when I step back..stay close to one o two threads..

I find that so many flow quickly now..If my head is foggy which it has been for some time ..

I struggle reading back..

I want you to feel welcome at any time..

Lately I am careful how I respond to people..

I tend to respond to those who respond to me...

I don,t know what to say to others..don,t want to offend or intrude..

You have so much happening and have had for some time now..

You must feel exhausted...

I am here to listen or tag me if you feel safer elsewhere..

Please know that you are so well thought of here...you do have people who truly care here..

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Sophia1 & @outlander,  guess I withdraw when overwhelmed. Worried I upset Dec, and Apple, and well, everyone. I kinda feel maybe I don't give enough here, that's why. I have to be careful, been really hurt more than once, having to carecare but not let it matter at the same time is, well, practically impossible.. And I'm annoying cause I forget and mix people up...  😞  I'm sorry. Gotta go have cry. 

[outlander]

@Former-Member would it help to ask them? Its easy to get really worked up but perhaps you havent and they are both honest people so they will let u know. I can understand if you dont of course but it might ease abit of the distress? Im not a fan of conflict and it is very upsetting for me too, often with lots of emotions involved sometimes it is better to ask though. Hugs and hugs

You are most definitely NOT annoying ever. Alot of people are muddled including me i forget lots too which can make things tricky and sometimes awkward but showing support like you do with ❤ or your pictures or short msgs are very much enough.