Living with Ourselves

[Sophia1]

Hello @tonys 

I think that I read somewhere you wanted to be tagged back to here as had lost directions...I can relate.

I cannot keep up with all of the threads that you travel now and write to me from so when I go looking to respond I lose some of your posts.

The simple man poem I went looking for that on the real internet and my goodness so many versions...Can you post yours please.

In response to a message you left somewhere about meeting the waters edge; finding peace.

I work on this every day.

I want you to know that it is not mental illness that impacts me it is external life circumstances.

We have had so much loss and grief since September last year.

I could write a whole list out ...how would that help...you do not need my grief offloaded onto you.

So I take time out to settle my storms as much as I can in between new ones blowing up.

I am not upset with you (you wrote "sore at me" or something similar somewhere...goodness knows where..

Try to remember that the submarine is parked over here.

You can ask Sane to help you add it to subscriptions or notifications...cannot remember which one.

If you leave messages to me here. I am more likely to find them.

I can find Eternal Flower  at trying makes it worse..... I smiled when I  read changing it to trying makes it better...

That name is up to Eternal Flower really isn't it.

Handing over the reigns for others to manage the farm...Bookkeeper moving in permanently and going with you to cousins when you move there sounds like a wonderful fresh start for you all.

Winter quiet...The seasons all bring something.....The earth needs the four seasons for a reason......as do our minds.

I love winter.......Another conversation.

Will never be upset with you Tonys.

take care

Sophia1

[tonys]

Hi  @Sophia1   I see your getting snowed under in the mail room,  So I dont want to make that pile any higher.   Mate I know if you ever were crook on me,  it would not be for long.  You know I am totally lacking 

in tact and social grace but I   malice is something that I'm incapable of.

I was thinking about  your saying you dont have  MH  problems.  I don't think I do but then it took over 50 years for someone to sit up and take notice of my  ASd.   Mate looking at most of my staff and the people that are now in my life,   I reckon   time to time ,  we all have a little M H,  plumbing issue or two...

They all looked like axe murderers when the tomato war was at its hight.  We did make tomato paste

when the rain set in a while. And a truck came once a week for some charity,  but we still get a lot of left over fruit.  or should I say amo.  Google  potato canon,  WE get out hand in these hills.

Of to  well deserved overseas trip.  Best Idea yet.   It will do you the world of good my friend.  

I will send that poem when I get back to the farm.  But I sent you a better one about Knitting,

ago, Only got a couple of likes. . . .    that means it hit the spot far as I'm concerned.   OH  did you see the one I left back in greystone ,  about you paper.   Good laugh if you go back there.

Well,  Words pile up Like leaves on a derelict  farmhouse,    so I will come visit ,  and keep an eye

for north flying geese..                Happy   trails   @Sophia1              tonys    mb 1 

[Sophia1]

Hello @tonys 

I wrote another book in reply.

I have edited it so many times and am now worn out so cannot reply yet.

I struggle condensing my words into small statements like most on here..

I think that this is another reason why I feel that I do not fit...

I am not going overseas for another 8 weeks.

Once I am overseas I will not be able to write on the forums though.

We might not get out of Europe the way the world is going!

I think that you might be away on your trip then so we must catch up within the next 8 weeks.

i will try to look for your poems ..

I think that there will be too many pages.

Greystone I know how to find

The knitting one I don't know where that will be....

are you sure that was to me? I don't really knit...

Will try to reply soon..

take care

Sophia 1

Big hug

[Oaktree]

@Sophia1 

I can go look for @tonys poem for you and tell you what page to find it on if you like?

Meggle

[Oaktree]

@Sophia1 

@tonys Poem is called A Reckoning at Grey Rock and can be found at the bottom of page 97 on Introduction 

I will go looking for the knitting one as he published it on some obscure poem thread. Will get back to you.

Meggle

[Oaktree]

@Sophia1 

@tonys knitting poem can be found on page 7 of New poem 

Meggle

[tonys]

Hey there @Sophia1    You just go and have a wonderful time my friend.   You really need a break.

Put everything out of your mind.  And only come back when you are refreshed.   Wright me of your

adventures upon your return and then I'll be sure to send the poems to you then.  Book keeper has them in a

little book.   She says she wishes she was coming with you.      Me too. . .

Three coins in  a fountain,      al-fresco  in Rome..   Pinot  Noir   in the Pyrenees . . .  Me    I would be happy being stuck there forever .         Go  take a    big ..    big   bite of life,   and I  shall  post  a look

out  in a couple of months.

My  ute is getting  a total  makeover,   and  ndis  is helping with revamping my life   so will be a while

before I'm on the road.  But the farm  has a  brand new  Hilux.  Cousin picked it up  today from Lizmore  so will still have wheels. . .    if I can figure out how to drive it.   New cars are like bloody

spaceships.  So   complicated,  all air bags ,  lights n  knobs..  She can do the driving and I'll fiddle 

with the gadgets,  and badger her driving skills.

Sophia the calf,   Is fat n healthy.    and all is well in the valley.   We will be here when you get back.

Happy  trails @Sophia1 ..  Big    Hugs back at you..      tonys   moonbase 1 

[tonys]

Swear  to  God   ,        hand   on  heart,    You would have to be the kindest most thoughtful person

I know,   to go to all  that trouble..    Your  a  top  sort  @Oaktree    and  I'm  lucky to know you.

All I have for now,    long day ,    but will have a good yarn soon.   Very best wishes to you mate

tonys   mb 1              sleep    well

[Sophia1]

Hello. 
@tonys 

@Oaktree 

@EternalFlower 

Writing to you from here 

Usung my mobile

I am having problems with my profile

Receiving redirection of old posts from other threads that are playing games

I now cannot log in on my desktop

I don’t find the feedback area helpful when it comes to the technology side

I cannot write what I want to say 

So a big thank you is the best at the moment

I think that my profile has been infiltrated perhaps

I have been hacked by Optus and Medibank private

I have had my personal identification and corporate identification posted on dark web.

Best I close my profile

I will not be able to say who I am if and when I return

@Jacques 

@Krishna 

A huge thank you for being there for me at times all of you

Please take care of each of you

I will always remember Sophia the calf

who will become a cow. I have always loved cows 

lived on an island where a famous breed originates from

So not goodbye

Safe travels

❤️🙏

[Oaktree]

@Sophia1 

Take care until we meet again.

perhaps use the code word when you return so we know you?

Love,

Meggle