not feeling good

[outlander]

Oops @BlueBay above post forgot to tag you

[Shaz51]

Hugs my sis @BlueBay, sitting with you 

[BlueBay]

Thankyou @Shaz51 my sis ❤️❤️

@Former-Member I chatted on line with lifeline. They were ok but I had to stop chatting as I was too upset. 

[BlueBay]

This is just too much to deal with 

I can’t do this anymore 

I don’t want therspy snymire 

no psych no psychologist 

no meds no eating 

I want out if everything 

been awake for a few hours now csnt sleep

8 yrs is a long time to be going through therapy 

worst year ever for flu virus snd health

and worse still - my mental health 

I want out

[CheerBear]

Sending you 💙 @BlueBay for the really tough time you're having at the moment.

[saturnzoon]

for @BlueBay, I hope your day shines brighter just take one second at a time, hugs your way.

@Shaz51 @CheerBear @outlander @Former-Member  for all on here

[outlander]

@saturnzoon ❤
@BlueBay 💙

[BlueBay]

I’m sorry @outlander@saturnzoon@CheerBear@Former-Member

Thanks for your support 

I’m not in a great space atm 

it’s  too hard to express how I’m feeling without wanting to self harm 

can only do one small thing st a time 

[Shaz51]

my sister @BlueBay, holding you hands

remember you are not alone and I have 2 dieticians . 3 doctors and 8 specialists to go too

and then I got mum`s and mr shaz

sitting with you , sending you hugs

[BlueBay]

I’m sorry @Shaz51 yiu have so much on your plate. 

J know I’m not alone just st times I feel I’m struggling and stressing on my own. 

Ni one can fix my problems only I can. But I’m not in the tight space to even begin of where to start. 

I went to community support centre fir food. They g be me z few staple foods. But while there I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. I feel horrible. It’s hard when you’ve never asked hrlp and all of a sudden you need it. It’s nit a nice feeling. But I am thankful to receive the food 

how was your day?