not feeling good

[BlueBay]

Don’t want to be here 

struggling at work eith a terrible headache 

it’s hsrd 

[Shaz51]

hugs @BlueBay

[saturnzoon]

Specifically for BlueBay@BlueBay @Shaz51 @Wanderer @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @outlander

@TAB @Mazarita@greenpea @CheerBear  and all

[TAB]

Can’t see pic yet @saturnzoon 😀

[greenpea]

@saturnzoon I have a triangle of doom atm I will try and get back to have a lookie. I know it will be good 🙂

[Former-Member]

@saturnzoon

Thank you for Tagging me, nice message, you are a real sweetheart!

Love & Hugs!

Bella XOXO  🙂

[BlueBay]

Hi @saturnzoon@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope@Zoe7@outlander@Wanderer@enigma 

I didn’t have a good day yesterday. Had a headache all day thst was getting worse. Checked my bp at work and it was quite high. After work I called my doctor. By this stage my head was pounding terribly and I was vomiting. I was laying in bed holding my head. He told me to try to relax (ha) and rest. I was crying as the pain was getting worse. He suggested to take some pain meds and if things get worse go to hospital. 

I ended somehow falling to sleep but woke up again at 2 fir more pain relief. I’m supposed to go to work at 10-2 my headache is still here but just. My doctor wants me to ring him this morning to let him know how I am. 

I think sll the stress recently had played a big part. 

I would really to just go away fir one night with hubby. I think we need it. But don’t think we will afford it. 

Anyway today’s another day hopefully I’ll hsve a better one. 

Hope you all have a nice day ❤️❤️❤️

[Wanderer]

X

[BlueBay]

Hi @Wanderer

I know you won’t read this now but I hope you have a nice time with your daughter. And Thankyou for your support. Xx

[BlueBay]

not doing very well mentally 

saw my doctor this morning, my blood pressure 24hr monitor came back fine, so he is not changing my meds

he said the stress at the moment is causing my blood pressure to rise to a high level

my huge stressors at the moment are: 

1. finances

2. work (need more hours)

3. feeling guilty and blame myself that we are in this situation

4. feeling physically sick - getting a third cold this year since July

5. husband who really doesn't understand and thinks a pill will fix everything

I told my doctor this morning that if i have to life like this, so stressed and can't enjoy life or buy myself something eg. a new clothing then what is the point in living.  i feel there is no point, i can't keep living like this

my doctor replied that i am better than last year even if i can't see it, he can and said that i will get through this rough patch

but of course i can't see it at all.  all i can see if hopeless and helpless