Red's house

[tyme]

You know what? Sometimes it's okay if you just don't want to get out of bed. Other days, you know you need the push to get out @The-red-centaur . 

Even if you felt you didn't have the energy to appreciate your time out today, the fact that you got out is huge in itself. Give yourself the credit you deserve!

Rest up and we'll chat another time. 

Take care.

[The-red-centaur]

Hi. 

Um. Words are not coming easy today. They haven't for a while. I have been fading. I feel like my essence is drifting away. 

Life seems pointless. A void. Somewhere I have never belonged to. 

[The-red-centaur]

On a random side note. My extended family is in Perth for my cousins wedding this weekend. Luckily most hate me and don't want to see me. They all pretend I don't exist, it's probably best that way. My mother is insisting to see me. Can't she pretend I don't exist either. 

I wish I didn't exist too

[Jynx]

@The-red-centaur aww hun, good on you for taking the steps to reach out! Feeling disconnected suuuucks. I dunno about you, but sometimes when I'm feeling disconnected I find it really soothing to get out into nature. You got the time/energy/means to go get out into some greenery? 

Sending hugs 💜🫂

[The-red-centaur]

@Jynx I bought myself a new plant today

[Jynx]

@The-red-centaur ooh yay nice!! What kind? 

[The-red-centaur]

I bought a Venus Fly Trap

[Jynx]

Oh I love those @The-red-centaur how do you take care of it? It's a jungle plant, right? I've managed not to kill my calathea for over a year so I'm thinking I am responsible enough to get another house plant soon hehehe

[The-red-centaur]

Nvm

[The-red-centaur]

You should just do it instead of talking about it. .......