Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

I wish you had been here with me last night too @Faith-and-Hope  - I could have really done with some support - was a bad night for me  

More importantly - how are you feeling today?

@Snowie always thinking of you too Hon - I hope today is a little better for you 

[Faith-and-Hope]

I loved the offer of chicken soup @Zoe7 .....could you tell ?  🤗💕

I am still 🌵 bodywise.  I just had the kids rub heat rub into my back because I am so stiff and sore, but they are too .... and there is a flemmy throat thing going on as well, but apart from brain fog, I am feeling okayish ..... enough to be cheeky here and there.  Perhaps a little less fatigued than yesterday, but don’t want to speak too soon.

I am sorry it was a bad night for you ..... but always glad to see your butterfly, especially in the mornings .....

Hi @Snowie 👋❄️

[Zoe7]

I did smile when I saw the delivery of chicken soup to TOR for both of us @Faith-and-Hope - and you do seem a bit cheeky today 

It was the worst night I have had for some time - both flashbacks and nightmares - so awake a lot of the night  I knew I was not doing well earlier in the night - couldn't think and although I attempted to reach out for support I just didn't have the energy to deal with it - so I retreated into what I know - that pretty dark and lonely place for me! I really hate being in that place and although I took extra meds early last night I did resist taking anymore in the middle of the night - so lets call that a win!

Today I am keeping Toby very close (not that he is ever very far away) - I need to be able to feel him right next to me today 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yes, let’s call that a win @Zoe7 ...... and I think we need a Neptune Room for you in The Octagonal Room corner of this thread ..... somwhere blue and calming ......

[Zoe7]

Oh dear - the wait could be long for these ones @Faith-and-Hope ...

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hopefully not @Zoe7 .....

[Zoe7]

I still haven't finished the images for TOR thread @Faith-and-Hope - I start but don't seem to be able to concentrate enough to get it up and running - maybe you could give me little reminders over the weekend (if you remember also) so I can finally finish it 

[Zoe7]

wanna join in a song with me @Faith-and-Hope 

7 little triangles posted on the forum - a moderator cleared one and that was awesome - now there are 6 little triangles posted on the forum....

6 little triangles posted on the forum - a moderator cleared one and that was awesome - now there are 5 little triangles posted on the forum....

etc. etc. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Lol .... 😆

Can you see two of them now @Zoe7 ?

[Zoe7]

Nope - still none @Faith-and-Hope and this little flutterby is being soooo patient - NOT lol