Am Not Coping

[utopia]

@Zoe7. I cooked. Had a sleep. And just watching nothing on tv. Not really in the mood to read my book. I might up my AD by half tonight. Sometimes that can help 'lift' my mood a bit.
I hope you have a good night. I'm just going to be in the background - unless you need me.

[Zoe7]

I'm ok @utopia and I am here if you need me too my friend. xoxoxo

Do what is right for you - I love you and care about you - and am right here for you also

[Former-Member]

Hey @Zoe7. Just checking in. I hope you've had some rest. I had a few hours last night and trying to hold off until tonight for more. I'll be thinking of you tonight. How are you going?

[Zoe7]

Hi @Former-Member so nice that you are checking in 

I had a couple of hours sleep this afternoon. I'm doing ok at the moment. We'll see how the night goes!!!

Thankyou so so very much for last night - you were amazing in both giving your time to be with me and also for helping to distract me throughout the night. It made getting through that dark time so much easier. 

...and even though I know you don't particularly like it - I am sending you all my love for doing that for me 

[Former-Member]

You know @Zoe7 I'm getting used to that word. Let's call it getting sensitised to it 💜 I've even used it of late 😮. I also know what it's like to have that support and I know you'd do it too. It's a very small price to pay to have you here and know you smiled last night. I actually have a bit of a raucous laugh (the trademark kind 😮😳) and I nearly woke my kids up laughing at one point last night. It was the best laugh I'd had for ages so I was rewarded in many ways.
I really hope that tonight's ok. If I'm not sleeping I'll come on and check in on you. Sending hugs for a doable night 💜🤗😘

[Kurra]

I hope I'll be sleeping @Former-Member @Zoe7. I hope we'll all be sleeping. I'm pooped! 🎶💕

It's just started pouring down here! Good for the garden. 😃

[Former-Member]

It's rained all day here @Kurra which has been awesome. It's amazing how rain can make a lawn look instant green. I hope you sleep as well. My eyes are blurry but my brain doesn't want to call it quits yet :face_with_rolling_eyes:.

[Zoe7]

 @Former-Member

I am hoping that I will be able to sleep tonight - I am a little less anxious tonight so that may help.

I was laughing last night too - Toby even woke up at one stage 

Hope you can sleep tonight also - let's see how we go hey!!!

...if all else fails - I have started my painting....

[Former-Member]

Yay @Zoe7 starting the painting. Thats fabulous 💜😘
Crossing fingers it's a good night for all of us 💜🤗🙏

[Zoe7]

@Kurra I hope you can sleep tonight too.It has been raining on and off here today too - only down side is I'll have to mow the grass again soon..... growing too quick in this weather... but my plants are still alive - bonus!!!

Hugs and love to you

Zoe