@greenpea, I love your story about the man who dances. Also I think you are a very sweet pea with what you said about your singing. 
I get restless too. But I don't want to go manic. I was also kind of a nervous wreck when I was like that too, not healthy, the energy was too much for my body, and I find it hard to live with some of the things that happened.
On the other hand, I'm aware I'm childlike in some ways and don't really want to lose that. There is good spirit in it. Both my parents had really childlike qualities I think. I like maturity too though. And I like the idea of growing in wisdom, though part of that is admitting we don't know anything in a way.
Whoah, getting a bit on the pensive side here! Are we at the Sunshine Coast yet? 
Oh @greenpea, I get how much you want that. Hugs! I'd indulge in the lot if there were no consequences.
Sleep well. 
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