A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Eve7]

@Emelia8 High Tea is being served...care to join me?

[Emelia8]

Oh @Eve7  ... I would love to.  🌷   

I was having a little meltdown here, disolving into a flood of tears.  Your email was perfectly timed.  Thank you. 🙏💕

I'm just feeling so overwhelmed with everything.  I essentially have only one thing I need to do right now and that is to take care of my husband.  I'm even failing that.  I made a mistake with his medications this morning ... I never do that!  So upset with myself.  Thankfully I was able to (kinda) fix things .. the double ups are not fatal and I was able to add the essential ones.  I'm just not thinking.  

I also have so many lovely messages here I have been trying to respond to ... but havent been able to for a day and a half now.  I so very much appreciate all the replies here from everyone .. and they deserve a proper response.  But I cannot.  Nothing seems right.  Nothing is right.  I feel myself slowly sinking.

So @Eve7  ... bring on that high tea.  And everyone who has replied to me here ... thank you so much.  I will get back to you ... just as soon as I can.  I am really sorry.  Gosh where would I be without you all?  Thank you.

Emelia 🌺

[Former-Member]

Please don't feel pressured to reply @Emelia8 I understand and I'm sure others will too. 
I often can't reply properly and that's why I send pictures instead. Sometimes I can't even do that. 
So please try not to worry about it. 🤗💖💞

[Emelia8]

Thank you for understanding so well @Former-Member , and for the lovely pics.  💕

[Eve7]

Oh @Emelia8 I am sorry you have so much to face and I wish I could just pop over right now and have a real tea with you.

I am so glad that there is so much support for you here in the forums and it will continue to be that way for you while you travel this next journey one day at a time, step by step my dear friend.

💕💕💕

[Snowie]

Sitting with you @Emelia8 

[Shaz51]

hello and hugs my @Emelia8 

thinking of you today and sitting with you xxx

[Former-Member]

Still here @Emelia8 are you ok? 💞

[Emelia8]

@Former-Member 💖

No ... Not okay.

Emelia

[Former-Member]

I understand @Emelia8 i really do. It's so tough, caring for someone and having everything thrown on top. It's really :pile_of_poo: