A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

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Jarst quickly big hierarchy in immediate family last 20 years Im number 20 think others closer to 1 just stupid retarded nasty , drugged , millionaires well done on that IQ guess just about being better at begged and selling self . Okies . Re Great Depression. @Appleblossom /bosom

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Take it easy @Clawde You have a Brain . Try not to use it against yourself maybe..

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Goodnight em8 @ emelia8

[Clawde]

@TAB you were a huge help today with tagging haveing knowledge of our sane group where I needed it to listen and keep on going in a healing   Process it will take a lot of time I know but this is something that was culatulated and done to purely about of jealous and spitefulness when there was no need to anything to me, I feel I will never forgive her that type  of person is spiteful my grandmother said when we growing and we only little kids XXXXXXXX becareful of her all your life she is very Spiteful

II would love to ring my grandmother in heaven and talk with her if anything just to talk to my dear old Granmother who was my rock I'm sure this story would not be any surprise to her and my sister would not have got away with what she did to me

• Clawde going back to bed again feeling drained from everything and hopefully tomorrow. Will stop the heavy sadness I have work friends coming over tomorrow to do a s study group if anyone asks why my eyes are puffy I plan to tell them I have an allergy it's not fair  on anyone I pour my heart out again in there critical  time to stay focused I will just live on just like and trust there has to be more to my life from now on. Probably easy to say but hard to do. Love from Clawde

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Need to let it Go @Clawde .. .. if you can . Otherwise not nice people who did bad things get to live rent-free in your head . Yeah rehab talk. From 20yrs ago
Bla 😸😎🎩

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You had a Bad Day @Clawde it happens .

[Emelia8]

Good morning @Clawde 😄🌹

I hope you are feeling a little better today.

Hi @TAB  👋😺

Emelia 💞

[Anastasia]

Hello wise @TABby Cat, it's good to see you here spreading your knowledge. Hope today is a better day for you and @Clawde . All the best with the study group. What are you studying Clawde?

@Emelia8 👋💕

[Clawde]

Hi Everyone

Doing a diploma for my current job, just did the bakery run, should have cooked a quiche or did something more yesterday, sort of feeling nervous today, having some work mates over some for the first time here I don't really let people in in my life, in my private life any way, I have nothing to hide, but just feeling a bit protective of my space, but after this weeks crap, just feel like I've got to hang on and see what life will throw next, Thankyou all from the bottom of my heart all of you guys.

will post this afternoon and let you know how it all goes

love from Clawde 

[Snowie]

Good morning hun @Emelia8 

Hoping today goes well for you sweetie.

Lots of lve and hugs sent your way 💕💕💕