im back..... i think

[Former-Member]

I'm here @outlander

[outlander]

Im trying so hard no to give in a second time tonight @Former-Member
Its very very hard not to give in

[Owlunar]

Yikes @outlander

I take it you had to SH - I am so sorry about that - I don't understand it but I gues this was necessary to stop something worse

I can't say how sorry I am enough - I really feel for you

I have been thinking a lot the last few days - I needed time to myself to think - but I am back this morning having thought enough

I do hope those wounds are okay - stitches itch too - and remind you

I am sorry Outlander

Lots of hugs

[outlander]

And i slipped in the bath and have a massive bruise @Owlunar

[Owlunar]

Aw @outlander

I am sorry - that you feel so badly that you have had to do this to yourself - it is something I don't understand - my son did this and I saw him on the station and I got on my train crying and cried until I got where ever I was going - I forget where now.

Something in the forums sent me to a bad place for a day or two - nothing you wrote at all - nothing you have written has ever made me pull away - but I think it's something to be sorry about when something one person writes that makes me withdraw - and I suppose this happens from time to time for everyone one

I did read something about those bullies - ah - I don't know what to say about them - I didn't even read the whole story I am sure - I was teased by my siblings and withdrew to a place where no one could tease me - but for whatever reason they still try but never get a bite back from me - I ignore them

But that's not easy

I hope your wounds heal fast

Dec

[outlander]

sorry @CherryBomb

and its telling me access denied

[CherryBomb]

Hi @outlander,

Could you please check your email regarding your posts?

Sometimes when you write certain words, the system will override and not allow you to write your post. But it looks ok as your posted your last post? Let me know if you have any problems posting. 

[outlander]

yeah it wouldnt let me click on the link  you sent you in the comment

i jsut checked emails and i got your response- sorry about that

@CherryBomb

[outlander]

Hi everyone @Owlunar@Former-Member@NikNik@Anony18 @Former-Member@Faith-and-Hope

I needed to get some treatment for my SH last night. Thank you for your help and I didnt give in to the second urge but I had to fight it all night and still today @NikNik