im back..... i think

[outlander]

I cant be here i cant be there
I cant be anywhere

[outlander]

I dont belong anywhere

[Shaz51]

you belong here my friend @outlander xx

[Anony18]

Agree with @Shaz51 - you belong here my dear friend @outlander

[outlander]

I feel like an outsider
I very much feel like one
what have I done

I cant pretend im ok anymore
I cant fake it anymore
im hopeless, helpless and im scared ill never get better
my pain is killing me
I wish I could be set free

the feelings I hide
dreams I cant find
ive lost my find
and ive fallen behind
ive lost my faith
shes all over the place

the fears are constantly creeping and
it only hurts when im breathing

im in quite a bind
I feel trapped in my own body
I feel locked within my own mind
I want to escape
I need a break
I dont feel like I should be here

[CherryBomb]

Some big feelings @outlander 

Are you ok

[outlander]

no @CherryBomb

im not

i cant do this

[Shaz51]

here for you @outlander 

[outlander]

[CherryBomb]

@outlander, I just sent you an email, can you get back to me when you can.