Trying makes it worse

[EternalFlower]

 hi @Appleblossom ! How did u find that, so cute! Pumpkin brains 🧠 

Thanks for lightening my spirit.

I'm feeling little bit better, like maybe there are caring ppl around and that's enough for now.

[EternalFlower]

Hi @maddison thank u so much for Ur message 💓 

I second guess myself as well and I put myself in situations where I blame myself for things I couldnt have possibly prevented

I see a few silver linings,

I did express my pain to her, I told her I was in pain and distressed by crossing paths with her in the community, and the tone of that interaction. I'm glad I got to say that to her and give truth to what happened. Her reaction is irrelevant. 

I agree with @TAB it's best to let go which I'm trying

I'm sorry u also struggle with second guessing urself, it's a hard experience and confusing at times.

My psychiatrist today shared with me that he has met many clinicians sadly who blame the patient for anything that goes wrong, 

The key *, he said, was for a clinical to look deeper and see why the patient feels the way they do. Or what has happened in the dynamic to create the problems.

It was a nice moment with him. 

Colony has an actress I like....I'm glad it is OK. What will u watch next?

[TAB]

@EternalFlower hope All Is Okay 

Im off to bed shortly 

be Well 

[EternalFlower]

Hi @TAB @Appleblossom @tyme @maddison @Eve7 

They have believed my experiences and changed me case managers  🥳 🎉 🙃 

[TAB]

Good @EternalFlower 😸

[EternalFlower]

Hi @TAB thanks

I feel proud I spoke up against what happened and stayed clear and strong, and also expressed my feelings and reality.

It's not easy to do.

[TAB]

Well hopefully it all works out in the end @EternalFlower  yes, sometimes its the hardest thing to stick up for yourself. 

[Appleblossom]

@EternalFlower That is really good news. You no longer have to put up with substandard care, and I hope the person involved has been reprimanded. Each relationship on a health care team is unique, with some space for individuality but some bottom lines re duty of care.

Hope the next week is better for you.

[EternalFlower]

Thanks @Appleblossom @TAB 

I spoke to my dr and I feel validated that they heard me, that my voice mattered.

I hope she will get some reprimand to protect others,  just to be aware that we have rights

I feel like things are finally changing for me and it's a major victory

[TAB]

Hopefully its all resolved now @EternalFlower