Edge of insanity: for real

[OM108]

@Stout 

How are things going for you? I am just getting back on to catch up and see what's been happening.

I appreciate your reply. I am up for a discussion!

I feel somewhat the same as you about the mental "health" system. Could be controversial to say too much, but what we call health care these days, tends to be more of a health "scare" system and to run on a business model.

Quite personally I have put my own life and health into my own hands. I realise there is a need for medication and restraint when things get totally off balance.... but as long as you have the awareness of your safety and can call for help when needed....taking control of your own life might be a good idea. Get clear on what you need, and discover what works to bring balance into your life, and what makes you feel happy and connected etc

Get out into nature, join a choir or a walking group, volunteer at an animal refuge, get plenty of exercise, fresh air and good food....get into music, creative projects etc etc

All these things make us feel like it is worth being alive, and worth making an effort!!

You deserve to have a good life just like everyone else. Go for it!

[Stout]

Hi @OM108 

It's funny you should say that. Yesterday we went out in the garden and my friends decided they'd do the pruning. It was a nice afternoon and they took thier time. I enjoyed it. Afterwards they were smelling the roses.

On restraint. 

Spending two days in the ED trying to talk my way out does not constitute a mind crime. My defiance resulted in cruel and degrading punishment. Their desperation and arrogance was evident on their faces. I was tried into entering a seclusion room equipped with a camera. After a few minutes I was told I was psychotic. Where upon the Psych Nurse motioned to his five goons whom then pounced upon me grabbing me by all my limbs and carting in the air to the trolley and strapping me down. I was then injected in both thighs with what was said to be an anti-psycotic. Or was it?. Perhaps this is why my mind was close to breaking for months.

One thing the government won't tell you, but I can, is the nature of this big Unit, and his goons.

I was not psychotic, nor disturbing, nurse station records will prove this.

[Stout]

Hi @OM108 

I would like to chat here with you about the MHI (industrial). We could stick to this thread. I am educated but not in the health sector. Life experiences etc. It wouldn't hurt to take the rose petals of and see what's underneath. Sometimes I'm phone typing, other times desktop. I could time myself for a good daily exploration.

Cheers

[Stout]

Then again I dunno. Perhaps I am just a voice in the wilderness. What will be will be. They'll eventually catch up with me, like when I am old and decrepit. Perhaps then they'll use their finalizing depots.

When I was several times hunted in to the industrial ward system I tried in vain to explain to the deluded psychiatrist's that I am not a paranoid schizophrenic, they just ignored me and injected. A matter of process, and treating the label and not the problem. Like now, I am in a situation that was brought on by uncivil actions across the board. This was intended to railroad me. The subsequent hunt was to alert the world to my mind matters, so be alarmed. Mind you, no one is supposed to diagnose and digest the truth.

This really is the only platform for me to contend the matters. But still, perhaps I will be better listened to through the DVA system, and not the rank public system. It is industrial you know, a growth sector. A sector for cleansing and purification. Thats why I don't really have a voice, and am ignored, contacting the Department of Complaints is a hopeless prospect. Apparently the only avenue is the MHI. Being on the register makes one vulnerable to two forms of law, the physical bodily architecture, and the MHI mind law that governs the MHI. So the burden of responsibility is double for anyone on the register. We have to be better at navigating the pitfalls of life, than normal people. Still, that doesn't mean there isn't a conduit of misconduct that doesn't see people targeted and railroaded.

Applicants can then claim all manner or bespoke ills against a person, and suddenly, one is facing the MHI, or civil applicants.

Non compliance, say by way of trauma responses in drama, can then be simply negated by the likes of paranoid and deluded psychiatrists, or etals, whom take a purist view of society. The burden and the buck stops with the mentally afflicted, no matter the provocative agent (oops co-morbidity).

I know there is more to the ills of society than meets the eye, and I know where it is at.

Mental Health is and has been a growth sector for about a decade now. The waters are muddied, and the MHI knows how to keep it that way. Otherwise they would do the right thing by me and others. I've seen things in the ward and ED that is simply shocking, and not in keeping with the intentions of the Health sector. I view it through an industrial lens, which makes it very clear and demystifies what I have witnessed.

[Stout]

Recently when I walked out of the ED, they set of a nationwide emergency alarm urgent vital man hunt for this here mind fugitive. An APB was put out which sent the jackals screaming around the highways and towns looking for me. They put a notice on national TV and even probably the international Fakebook system. Anyone seeing the fugitive was urged to contact the jackals. Finally after three days camping they surrounded me and I was brought to the mind prison under heavy guard and the threat of sedation. For sure and eventually they'll catch up with me and put an end to my CPTSD and mushy mind. If i don't get there first.

The psychoticaly deluded Psychiatrists sure made a public example of me.

To this day the local jackals are suffering severe OCD as a result of hunting this here homeless mind fugitive.

[Stout]

Just to clarify, the etals in this thread are in part the jackals. The jackals are the police. The jackals have laid seige to this here mind fugitive for some years. They suffer from severe OCD, cognitive dissonance, Dissociation syndrome and Silo silence. The OCD causes them to be in peeping toms, as well as hoons. They also suffer from many other ills, such as reality denial syndrome, Kingsmens belief syndrome, the scary Other affliction, Big Men are beaut empathy, Turf occupation dysphoria, Institutional dyslexia, and other psycho-social dysfunctions I can't mention.

Just so the reader is clear

[Ru-bee]

Hi @Stout this sounds as though it was a traumatic experience for you. I hope that sharing it here helps in some small way.

Have you seen your social worker or counsellor recently?

Any updates on your housing situation?

[Stout]

Thanks @Ru-bee 

Motels motels motels

I have to believe there was no coordinated effort to get me out of my flat because of my diagnosis by etals. But hey I was trained to rely on and let records speak for themselves.

Hindsight is a wonderful thing.

There is no housing here, the district it seems is full. Coincidently, I was talking to my councillor yesterday about that. We are all mystified as to what to do. It is quite concerning. As you can imagine, I could easily once again be living in my car.

[Stout]

I've tried to convey what it's like when the State attacks. I know I'm not the only that endures this. The Victorian government should do more than just try to impress upon the public a sense of uniform normality, breaching human rights. It's politicaly and socially unacceptable. They petrify me when they come at me.

Victoria Police have been stalking me for years, like I am their mark. I could say a lot more.

The MHI growth sector should be recognised for what it is. A cunning and willy industry built on consumption.

The Federal government has the capacity to recognise this.

I have been robustly attacked and mortified. Let there be no doubt.

For Psychiatrists etal and despite the good inteyof many, and the various enquiries, it is industrial business as usual.

The three most powerful entities in the state are: the Governer, the Police Cheif, the Cheif Psychiatrist.

I am their old victim and political nemesis.

A creation of a ten years war.

Facts. Records.

[Stout]

Some years ago the State pounced upon me. This was a grueling event, quite terrifying.

To cut a long story short, I tried to tell the puritanical Psychiatrists that I was having a social problem not a mental one. But in the service of political cleansing, they would have none of it. Under duress in the ward I was fronted to the mental health tribunal where the psychotic psychiatrist requested he be allowed to do an "experiment" on me. This was granted and he gave himself a first pump for victory. Later, I was in massive physical distress as they loaded with powerful injections. I was close to heart seizure and was in full sleep deprivation. My concerns were dismissed as puritanical drug efficacy seized all medical staff.

They nearly killed me.

I have been trying to tell the clean political ear of Victoria Police that I have been having a social problem but they're to purist to listen. And suffer from multiple delusional diagnoses so are unwell.

The Psychiatric records that were stolen record the above.

I am rendered stateless.