Riding a wave

[CheerBear]

Good morning @Phoenix_Rising. I hope you slept well in the end. The snoring from my pocket helped me feel less alone and sad last night too because it added some balance to the sound of cat sneezing. It was my good among the bad. I'm so thankful that you're my not-friend too.

I get why missing K hurts like it does sometimes and is more than missing her as a person. Missing a person and missing the opportunities that came with a person is a double hit of pain. I really hope that waiting just around the corner is another helpful helping person that you can communicate with who will ride alongside you while you move beyond your muddle.

Hope you have a good day today.

Ps - it's tomorrow now 😄

[Shaz51]

Hello @mudsum, @Phoenix_Rising, @CheerBear 

[Phoenix_Rising]

Good night @CheerBear. I have big missing lots of people feelings and I am soothing myself by thinking about how cool it is that you and I are not-friends. So very many people have walked out of my world and I am never ever going to do the friend thing again. I am so glad that our oceans collided and that we can be not-friends. Night. 😊

[CheerBear]

It's super cool to have you as a not-friend @Phoenix_Rising. Catch you for our adventure tomorrow! Good night 🙂

[Former-Member]

Hello,

I am here bobbing along until 8am, I hope you guys are all swimming along OK today.

Take care,

MummaMia

[Shaz51]

Hey @Former-Member , I know you ae not here but , i did private childcare for 25 years and I never said a swear word but i would use the word !Mummamia instead

Hello @Phoenix_Rising. @CheerBear, @Faith-and-Hope, @mudsum xx

[Phoenix_Rising]

@Former-Member can you please check in and let me know you are watching over the ocean tonight? I have giant missing-people feelings. They are all blurring together in one big puddle of grief, along with grief over lost opportunities and lost hope. I feel so utterly stuck now. I'm terrified of trying to start over with therapist-take-eleven next week. I would have to SUPER click with her in order to sack (A)...even though I know (A) can't actually help me. I feel so so SO stuck. Thanks for watching over the ocean tonight.

[Phoenix_Rising]

I have super giant missing-a-bazillion-people feelings. I am super super grateful for Forum Land but I still super miss all the people who have been in and then walked out of my real world. I feel super alone on the ocean tonight. 😔😔😔

[Zoe7]

I am not in a good way @Phoenix_Rising but I am here with you little turtle!

[Former-Member]

Hello @Shaz51,

Thats too funny, I can certainly understand the need to have a 'secret' word working in child care would be stressful at times.  25 years is a long time too.

I am not the Mod right now, just jumped in to respond to you.  I will be back riding the waves with you all early tomorrow.  

Hope your day goes well.

Take care, Amanda