Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

That's okay @ENKELI 

Isn't internalising it a bad thing? like long-term. 

I think I mentioned in that post I am talking to KHL tonight. 

Oh, that's right. Guess what? you can get Taylor Swift Dimond art. 

[Former-Member]

Im sorry to hear youre still having that sinus pain and symptoms @ENKELI 🤧💜

I hope you can get better soon xx

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 lol I'm not surprised about the TS diamond art! There's everything else available! I've been looking on Temu for inexpensive diamond paintings and they sell stickers, bracelets and probably a heck of a lot more. The world is being saturated with Tay! There are worse things we could have to look at that's for sure.

I made a comment about one of her body suits to my brother, something like check out that outfit she's wearing. My brother said so she should with a hot pair of legs like that! I've been teasing him ever since.

I wouldn't recommend anyone internalise their feelings, but sometimes I have to.

Are you going to get a Taylor diamond painting?

[Former-Member]

Glad the lab went ok @Birdofparadise8 🙂

Thank you kindly regarding my arm I really appreciate it! xx

Im sure it'll help 😉🙌

Sorry to read youre feeling a bit low... anything in particular you'd like to chat about dearest? 💜

[Birdofparadise8]

I know, right @ENKELI 

Maybe I'll wait and see. I don't really have any money, so I can't. I'm only getting money from my parents, and I feel bad. 

However, let's hope I get this job on Thursday. 

When we talk about internalising, is that like negative self-talk or bullying yourself? I hope you don't bully yourself; I know how hard it is. 

That's okay @Former-Member 

Um I don't know. I'm open to anything. I'll be chatting with KHL at 7 pm. 

[ENKELI]

@Former-Member thanks gorgeous, in a way it's preferable to emotional pain, and I'm sure you can relate.

I'm feeling out of sorts emotionally as well, like @Birdofparadise8 said, you feel okay one minute and then then next everything feels like it's all doom and gloom.

I do know there are some significant dates coming up sp I'm bracing myself for the fallout I guess.

[Former-Member]

Yes, unfortunately workplace gossip can be a big thing for sure @creative_writer .. I have sadly seen this in action too many times over the years.. I am hoping culture change occurs with the heightened awareness of mental wellness within the workplace that is rising in popularity now... 🙂

That makes a lot of sense regarding being guarded - safety is intensely personal, and I think its a boundary worth having 🙂

yes the uni may indeed help out with external supervision.. I really hope so! 🙂

That sounds good regarding the peak body.. I hope they give lots of discounts to make it worthwhile to join, if you'd like to xx 🙂 

[ENKELI]

@Birdofparadise8 internalising painful experiences and.memories. 

I do still bully myself and have negative thoughts but usually I can talk myself out of it. This is more like internalising grief.

Glad you've got KHL to talk to tonight 🤗

[Birdofparadise8]

I'm sorry @ENKELI 

I hope these significant dates won't be too painful for you. I'll be here by your side. 

[Former-Member]

I hope the call with KHL goes well at 7pm @Birdofparadise8 💜🌺

I didn't know you were applying for a job? I wish you all the best! xx