Not Coping

[Birdofparadise8]

Thanks @Shaz51 

It's hard I don't know what to do. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Hey @Blackbird11 

Are you around at all?

[Jynx]

Coffee sounds lovely @Shaz51 - might have to pop the kettle on my own self 😁

@Birdofparadise8 nice one, I hope that you end up getting the role! Do you know if there's follow up interviews? 

And also, sucks that things are rough for you this afternoon. Just take it all one step at a time eh? Do you have anything else on this evening?

[Birdofparadise8]

I am not sure if what happened. I found another role 8 minutes away from a walking distance so I hope to get an interview for that one. It's also in a hospital. @Jynx 

Yeah things aren't good. I just want to talk to someone. 

[Birdofparadise8]

Just some washing and have dinner and some washing up. I'll probably cry and wish I could call the but m but for some reason, I can't unless I'm suicidal it really sucks. @Jynx 

Are you around until 10 pm? 

[Shaz51]

What's wrong @Birdofparadise8 

[Jynx]

Fingers crossed for you @Birdofparadise8! 

If you're just wanting some connection, have you ever tried Friendline? Could be a good way to be able to chat about your day, your feelings, and feel heard. 

Maybe also a nice movie? Or tv show? I've been watching The Artful Dodger recently, it's really good!

[Birdofparadise8]

What isn't wrong with me @Shaz51 

I'm so lonely. I feel empty and sad. Next week, the only people I'll see will be my GP and psych.

That sounds scary talking to a stranger @Jynx 

I wish there were more webchats. Beyond blue is no good, and so is headspace, so that leaves me with a lifeline, but that's when you are in crisis, so then that leaves nothing since I normally would go to KHL. 

I'll start watching a TV show, and then I'll sit there crying. I just need this pain to go away so I can focus on more important things. I don't need to keep going around in circles like I am. 

[Jynx]

And yeah till 10pm @Birdofparadise8 

[Birdofparadise8]

Great @Jynx 

I don't know how I would cope without the support I get from here.