Not Coping

[creative_writer]

@Birdofparadise8, how are you doing this evening?

[Birdofparadise8]

Mmm not sure if I want to cry or scream @creative_writer 

Never mind don't worry about me. 

How are you going? 

Has uni finished yet? 

Do you celebrate Christmas? 

[creative_writer]

@Birdofparadise8, I’m sorry. Yes I’ve finished uni for the year. I don’t celebrate Christmas. Just been trying to resist urges

[Birdofparadise8]

@Snowie 

Did something happy on the carols dad said he just missed it. 

[Birdofparadise8]

It’s just my mum @creative_writer 

I'm not sure if you've been keeping up with my thread. 

Oh yeah okay.

Oh okay is everything okay? 

Have things started to get too much for you? 

Do you see any support soon? 

[creative_writer]

@Birdofparadise8, I’ve read bits and pieces so I know it’s been hard with your mum. I’m exhausted from overthinking. Maybe that’s why I’ve been trying to avoid so much free time for so long. Uni kept me occupied. I don’t see any supports soon. I registered for peer mentoring from a service, but won’t be getting a call till early Jan and I also have an appointment with psych and nurse later in Jan too

[Snowie]

Not sure @Birdofparadise8 just turned it over now.

Will probably end up in bed soon.

[Birdofparadise8]

Do you see a psych nurse @creative_writer 

How did you get them? 

Have I asked before sorry if I have. 

Oh have you been overthinking a lot recently? 

[creative_writer]

@Birdofparadise8, I see both a psych and psych nurse. I don’t tell my psych nurse all that much, I don’t want it to go back to my GP. My GP doesn’t need to know I’m a basket case. My psych knows more and I’ve also know her for longer. The psych nurse is through a service care in mind. It’s separate from Medicare rebated sessions. I wish Medicare covered more sessions, I would chose to see my psych more often if there were more sessions. My mind has been free since I finished, and my life hasn’t been flashback free

[Birdofparadise8]

Ah right, that makes sense. 

Don't you like your GP? 

I know ten isn't enough. Do you have private health? You can get money back through that.

I see my psych weekly so ten won't last longer long next year.

@creative_writer 

You a bit tired @Snowie