My Mosaic

[Snowie]

Busy few days @Bow 

Goodnight hon, hope you have a goodnights sleep

[Snowie]

Good morning @Bow 

Just leaving some 💗💗hoping today goes a little better for you

[Bow]

Morning @Snowie 

im sitting on the couch. Don’t know what I am doing. Wanna go crawl back into bed. 

[Snowie]

Hey @Bow On the couch too just having a cuppa

Half way through getting some washing done.

Have they cancelled group?

Is bed an option? 

[Bow]

I assume group was cancelled @Snowie  i wasnt told either way so who knows. I’m not really in any state to go of gone anyways. 

SW messaged me this morning. I didn’t know what to say. She messaged me a bit later asking if I was free to chat on the phone or she could do a home visit. Stared at my phone for ages. This is where I frustrate myself. I really need the support. Desperate for it at the moment to be honest. But don’t want to be a burden and be too needy. So I replied… ‘don’t want to waste your time today. Bad day.’ She replied ‘bad days are when you need support the most’. And that’s all I’ve heard. I was kinda hoping she would come by. But then I also didn’t want her to come and see me like this. 

now I just wanna cry cause I’m really not ok

[AuntGlow]

Hello @Bow, 

How are you feeling? 💛

I thought of you twice today! The first time was because I was watching a scrapbooking video on YouTube. It was kind of like ASMR, so calming. Have you watched any? 

And the second time was because I saw an ad saying Sabrina Carpenter is creating a new movie musical based on Alice in Wonderland!! So perfect. 🤩

[Bow]

Bout ready to burst into tears @AuntGlow 

im really not doing ok and unsure what I should do about it

[AuntGlow]

I am so sorry @Bow, 

This sounds very overwhelming... would you like to work it out together?

[Bow]

We could try @AuntGlow  but not sure there are any answers 

[Snowie]

I'm sorry @Bow 

Can you get into bed soon? after D is in bed