I'm in a nest

[Former-Member]

Thanks @Phoenix_Rising. I'm so sorry your stuff has worked out like it has. It's not fair. Glad you like the rainbow walk too. 

Will catch up later. I have my psychiatrist appointment now. 💜🤗

[Pepsimax]

@Former-Member @CheerBear thinking of you with your appointments

[CheerBear]

Off to mine now too @Former-Member. Good luck to you.

Keeping you all sitting with me. Breathing, ok, nest - I've got this.

[Phoenix_Rising]

@CheerBear yep, you've got this.

[CheerBear]

I'm teacup shopping for the nest while I wait. There are people tapping and pacing and it smells a lot too much like a hospital. Someone just yelled that they hate this place and don't want to be here. I found rainbows but have run out of purple. Tea cups, odd shaped ones.

[CheerBear]

These will do

[Mazarita]

@CheerBear, still with you 

[CheerBear]

I feel like I need to run. I don't trust them at all and they know it and they were far too nice to me and I feel very scared of them even though they said I didn't have to be. Apparently as long as I don't communicate intent to them I they said I was free to leave their service but I don't trust them at all on that so maybe if I can just be cool for a little longer, it will blow over and everything will disappear and I will be able to thank them for their time and then walk away.

My heart and my legs and my brain want me to run away very quickly. I need to try to calm myself down. I have 90 minutes to get my head on straight again and hope I can settle very soon.

[Former-Member]

What happened for your gut to kick in with trust @CheerBear ? 

[Phoenix_Rising]

I am on my phone in a public place so can't really post much but are you saying they are ok to let you go home and keep plodding along for now @CheerBear???