I just can't.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Speak up again if you are not coping @The-red-centaur.  The squeakiest wheel gets oiled first ..... 

[The-red-centaur]

@Faith-and-Hope I just saw my Dr, the bloods are starting to get better. I'll still probably have to get admitted though. And I have to stop my antipsychotic because it's what caused this and that med was pretty much my last try.

I give up. Why continue when I'll never get better.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Wait and see @The-red-centaur ..... your life is already changing with you other therapy and hormone treatments ..... wait and see, huh ?  Life doesn’t stay the same.  It changes, but we can’t see that when things are sucky and feel like they will never change.  They do ....

Cyber hugs 🤜🤛💕

[Zoe7]

It is hard seeing past the moment you are in right now @The-red-centaur but you have gotten through this before and you can again. We are here holding your hand and helping you through this - so reach out to us for support to help you get through tonight.

[The-red-centaur]

I want to go home :'(

[The-red-centaur]

So I should be admitted to the psych ward some time. involuntary too.

[Zoe7]

Whether it is volunatrily or involuntarily it is good to hear that you are safe and getting support @The-red-centaur 

[The-red-centaur]

They made me voluntary. I'm going home Monday as they sort out my heart problems.
Med changes will happen out patient as I can't be on my antipsychotic anymore

[Zoe7]

It is good that you have a day you are going home @The-red-centaur Not so good about the meds but at least they have found the issue with your heart and it can be resolved with you going off that particular med. When do you start with the new meds?

[The-red-centaur]

I don't know @Zoe7


Can't cope with this stupid ward. Too noisy and setting off my psychosis real bad and there's nothing the nurse can give me for prn.