I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[outlander]

@Sans911 i am overly anxious but im putting on the mask and am going to make the most of it today. As you said i only get one of these and its only one day. Im abot to leave for the day and going off what now ive found out i might not be back on tonight until really late so sunday might be better for here as ill be pretty tired tonight.

Thanks again 🙂

[Owlunar]

Hi @outlander

I believe that today is your birthday so

I wish you the best birthday possible - I know this might not be your favourite day for a party but I do like @Sans911 idea for an on-line party for you

Dec

[outlander]

Thanks @Owlunar 😊
Might make forum party tomorrow its going to be a big day already here

[Owlunar]

I understand @outlander - and I hope the big day today turns out to be okay

I get it that you are putting on your mask - and can I ask what is planned for today

I really hope it works out in your favour - that if your rellies turn up that it's for your sake etc

Whatever happens - I am here for you

I get really busy on Fridays and yesterday was no exception - but then - Saturdays are quite different

Dec

[Former-Member]

Happy birthday, @outlander. 🌷💐

I hope your day goes okay. Remember, we're here if you need us.

[Former-Member]

Happy Birthday @outlander!

Hope you have a good one and get some respite today!🍸🍹

[outlander]

Just taking a breather. Been around 30 odd people since 12 today. Still got a few things to do but im in the bathroom taking a breather before i get back in the car to get to the next destination

[Shaz51]

make forum party tomorrow -- sounds wonderful @Sans911, @Owlunar, @Former-Member, @outlander ,

[outlander]

I hate flashbacks
I seen people walking their dogs and i keep dossociating into that event and having bad flashbacks of what i seen. The screams aound so loud and yet theres nothing here with me 😞

[outlander]

Why didn't I do something when i felt something was going to happen. Now i have to pay the price 😞