im back..... i think

[outlander]

My true passion is horses but it seems to have faded quite a bit esp recently @oceangirl
I still try to incorporate it into my life but some times i don't see the point uf there isn't much joy
Ive started taking alot of interest in art as well so i try to fo some of that each day as well

[outlander]

And those flowers are very pretty @oceangirl 💖

[Pepsimax]

@outlander you are having a tough time

[outlander]

Yes @Pepsimax i am
And im scared and i hate being like this all the time
Sick of being sick both mentally and physically

[Pepsimax]

@outlander nightmares are awful but you need to sleep I know you are worried but if you sleep soon tomorrow will come quicker

[outlander]

I know @Pepsimax but i cant sleep
I cant shut anything down
I keep thinking tomorrow will come quicker if i sleep but whats sleep worth if it only gives me anxiety

[Pepsimax]

@outlander sorry I don't

[outlander]

Sorry i don't ?? @Pepsimax

[Pepsimax]

@outlander know the answer to help wish i did

[outlander]

I know @Pepsimax
Im glad your just sitting with me and thats enough for me . Just to feel you here with me 💕💕💕