im back..... i think

[outlander]

oh i forgot to tell you another thing my nurse said yesterday  @Appleblossom@Shaz51@Owlunar@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@CheerBear

she said despite how completely nervous i was i was able to relax and let her do what she had to do and she aid that made her job easier and also helped her keep calm. she said theres something about me even if im anxious im still able to send of really calm vibes hmm weird but ok ill take that as a compliment

[Pepsimax]

@outlander sounds like you did ok today if I'm reading that correctly what are you having for dinner tonight

[outlander]

Yeah i seem to be doing quite well im actually really really surprised and surprising myself!
Hmm im just having some toast i cant be bothered cooking atm and im not buying anything @Pepsimax what are you having? What did you get up to today?

[Former-Member]

That's good you had a female and it's over and done with. @outlander 👍💕
I'm going to try and switch off for a bit, watch a bit of TV and have a cuppa.
You seem better today, that's good.

[outlander]

Good on you @Former-Member 😘😘
I am abit more relaxed just awaiting results now i get them on monday

[outlander]

Omg after 7 weeks the flood gate has opened! !!!

[Pepsimax]

@outlander I'm about to have a sandwich not going to buy anything either had late lunch need money for bills more important eat what we have at home first we are going to get the washing machine fixed tomorrow

[outlander]

Yes having a washing machine is good @Pepsimax

Why is everything hurting 😞

[Owlunar]

Hey @outlander - that pic is pretty cool - a lot better than I could do it - thanks for that

It's good that you have had those tests and got it out of the way - you may be scared out of your wits but you do come across as a lot more mature than your years

Well - I am glad pregnancy is not causing all of this - of course if you are not sexually active you knew that all along - but I was feeling delicate about it and didn't want to ask - and you can't have an STD either - which is a relief to know

As for ovarian cysts - I have had them and they are painful - I don't know if they can cause your period to be late but I know that stress can be one of the things that make it late.

You have had so much happening in the last few days - I am sure I have forgotten a lot of it - but a pity about your Mum - I guess you know by now I understand because I have had trouble with mine that never healed - unless it was the last time I saw her before she had a stroke - and she couldn't speak or hear but she cried - that's why I said she had regrets - I hope your Mum comes to her senses before that - nothing is impossible

Are you a lot older than your sisters that they still need watching? I'm glad your mother is kinder to them - but that's rough for you

I don't feel like eating tonight either - I probably will though - it's time I thought of something

Dec

[outlander]

Thanks @Owlunar sorry i couldnt do the other one 😞
I get my ultrasound back on monday and pelvic exam on the 16th of this month.
Nope im not sexually active and havent been for nearly 5 yrs. Ive been tested for STD but wont get results until 16th either.
I feel really sick 😞 i cant work out why ive got stabbing pains in my side but at least my period came all of 15 minutes ago but i was having psins before that.
Me and mum get along ad long as i do ehat i need to do and dont meantion appointments or anything.

@Owlunar ive bern through so much shite and still going. Its never ending. Ive haf both those tests family caring and horse responsibilities needing to study endless appointments the infection and the breast lump
IT NEVER ENDS!
MY gp thinks i could have Cpod as a few symptoms match up. The ultrasound lady could hardley find my ovaries today