im back..... i think

[outlander]

Ok @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Former-Member

[outlander]

Sorry dont mean to sound like that im just flat @Former-Member @Former-Member @Shaz51

[Shaz51]

ohhhmy darling @outlander

I was born wih rubella syndrome  my friend , i have had operations and other things like never able to have children , my friend, i have had lots of things in my life , I know you are only young and i am sending you lots of hugs my friend

[outlander]

Ohhh @Shaz51

😔😔

[outlander]

I dont know what to do anymore
Is it really worth it

[Former-Member]

Oh @outlander you are having a tough time aren't you. Big hugs. How is your art going? Have you done anymore name art?

[Former-Member]

Hey @outlander are you there little one? Wish you were watching Greys with me x

[Former-Member]

Yes @outlander, it's really worth it

[outlander]

It doesnt feel worth it
If im going through all this now then whats the future hold. I dont know if i want to find out.
I need a break from bullies from being sick from having MI from appointments continuously from pain

@Former-Member @Former-Member

Im kinda here

@Former-Member ive only done a water colour painting but thats it
I hope your enjoying greys what season ep are you watching

[Former-Member]

Hey @outlander glad you are still near 💕 I'm watching season 13 ep 23 - I seriously can't believe this show is still going (well I kind of can cos it's so good). I remember it came out when I was starting my nursing degree and I'd be listening to what they were saying and then thinking "oh! I know what they are talking about!" Or "I've heard that word before but no idea what it means!" So I'm on the latest episode now. It's a good one but I keep pausing to check if you're there! You know what? The bullies won't be there forever. You will get on top of your pain eventually. And we will be here to support you with your MI. At the moment things are really crap and life is really hard but it won't be this hard forever. I am so sure of that my friend. I'd love to see your water colour painting... but up to you if you're willing to share xx