Tabaluga's

[Former-Member]

Yeah. I get slapped on the wrist quite a bit. They're nice about it but you got to understand some folks are in deep psychosis etc. and get triggered.  I have not been sick in a long time and kind of forget what its like being ill. My symptoms are well managed so I tend to think its ok posting certain stuff @TAB I think you had some luck with your siblings today wanting to offer advice for your new place btw

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby your house very exciting. Great re sister and her husband.Got a headaChe now ha

[TAB]

myeh they run it a different way these days @Former-Member  Iwas banned at least once, lots others would come back with new names etc

[TAB]

.. ha ha @Meowmy  I cant stop looking at house on internet now, lots more pics somehow .. seems like last 3 listings combined, only seen 2 before, ok current one mainly..

yes , funny re them but nice, text friend was the same. she actually Rang me first time in 6 years, old friend was hanging onto ph looking at pics lol she got bit jeally ha ha lol.. at least shesaid after she thought the woman sounded genuinely happy for me though lol, even offered a date when back in Perth lolo .............

https://youtu.be/X70VMrH3yBg

[Former-Member]

So funny so they used to ban folks on here? Oh well. I guess they have guidelines to keep it kind of well moderated so some folks don't get triggered and alienated. Some folks can have quite severe symptoms and anything can set off an episode. I was kind of like that years ago but nowadays am doing ok. When I got my first mods "speeding ticket" I was told to remove my post and tacked on at the end of the e-mail said if I was in crisis because of mods to contact Lifeline @TAB. They don't know the recipient but many can't cope with conflict

[TAB]

yeah, in the bin, you are Gone  forever @Former-Member  there is a mod whos name is still on pull down menu for a few threads   left couple years ago, but really had it in for me , really could not stand me. tried to block me I stepped out for months ok years ago , then went back feeling all guilty and well, it still worked lolo so then got another interaction ok not sure how yr not blocked, ok 2 more strikes lol 

[Former-Member]

Is that the ex girlfriend of yours @TAB wanting a date?  I have had issues with a man from long ago who was kind of for want of a better word "stalking" me. I never told him my disability but found out he had been dreaming of me all his life. Sad really. But I knew he wasn't genuine as he didn't seem to truly care about people's welfare which is why I cut him off 32 years ago. But apparently he was dreaming about me while he was married!!! Eeeks! I sort of wonder every mercury retrograde if hes stalking my page on twitter. He was an albino and could not easily find dates due to his appearance but he was concerned with things like prestige and status.  So much water under the bridge. I'm just glad he's gone. View mercury retrograde as unfinished business - you may just need to tie up some loose ends from your past with this woman

[Former-Member]

Its funny @TAB when I knew him I was a lot younger just had a 6th sense he did not give a toss about people and was right. Which is why I cut it off.  My prospects haven't been good with my psychiatric disorder but I just knew deep inside he truly did not care for the person underneath. So glad I moved on. The last contact I had confirmed my view. I found it all a bit weird how he dispensed with people at whim

[Former-Member]

Its getting late @TAB might get going. for now and switch my computer off.  Take care & have a good evening.

[TAB]

she's been ignoring me lately / unfinished txt convs .. once gave me what for said yr text only .. ok saw her like 6 times over years in the end think, most visits close together. she was messy from start to end ok damaged as well. very attractive physically. used to be like a concubine for various rich people lol @Former-Member  anywhoo her son saved her last time a few years ago looks , anyway hers is not uncommon 'transactional' view of World .. guess some would call it oldest profession .. but always beneath her, while others revelled in it lol re people have met .