Wow @outlander
What a wonderful party to wake up to - I will not have to worry about breakfast today - it's already here for me to enjoy - and with a lot of other people
Not only is it great to see all of this that does express how you feel - there are so many people who have been involved with supporting you through all of this
For some reason you attract love - I feel a lot of love for you when you write - I hear you - I see you
Now your scare is over and you need to recover - and during this time you have been seeking ideas for a way out of where you are - and I believe that somehow you can make this happen -
I really think the worst is over - I truly hope so
Dec
thanks @Owlunar im glad you like it all 
and thank you to everyone for continuing your support i still really appreciate it
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Help us push aside the stigma and discrimination surrounding complex mental health and change the way people talk about, and care for, mental illness.
SANE acknowledges the Traditional Owners of Country throughout Australia and recognises the continuing connection to lands, waters and communities. We pay our respect to Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures; and to Elders past and present.
SANE values diversity. We are committed to providing a safe, culturally appropriate, and inclusive service for all people, regardless of their ethnicity, faith, disability, sexuality, or gender identity.