Good Morning

[MDT]

Howdy forumites
Have had 3rd weekend in a row today
Been good to reset the balance

Off to a friend's place in the city. Only a 25min ride.

Set up pc finally today and encrypting my hdd. Don't want people stealing it if the place gets broken into.

Took out cheap insurance.

Have a plan to go to the writer festival on Thursday.


I guess I can say finally that I am living life. Despite what I've been through in the past and where my mind can go.

Speaking of, I am constantly battling ideas about my partner cheating on me or getting funds in illicit ways. Bordering on paranoia. I spoke to psychologist about it last week but I could tell he was either bored or tired. Wasn't a very productive appt to be honest. But hey maybe I just need to find a new psychologist?

Alternatively combat the intrusive thoughts and theories with evidence from my relationship.

I think I'm also still in a sense of disbelief if I'm honest. About how far I have come nowadays.

Now wouldn't that be something? Not believing how good things are afternoon believing they could get better in the first place.

[Former-Member]

Congrats @MDT @there’s a lot to say, but your a better man than I am.. I could live on my own providing that I continue to work, but I’m content at staying at home with the rents. 

my sister moved out 2 years ago but she has a partner in crime as do you. Your thoughts are possible but not likely unless your partner resent or despises you. I don’t know the intercresies of your relationship but you’ve probably got it good. I think respect, honesty, believing each other and accepting flaws is the way forward. 

hope to speak to you sooon @MDT 

[Former-Member]

Scientology has its benefits getting people detoxed and not suppressing emotions so you don't somatise illness as far as I could see with my friend.  Prior to the internet detox protocols weren't available. Me, my ex-Scientology friend and her brother-in-law all did colon cleansing at the same time using a vigorous DIY product. It was so funny. One of the best things I ever did lol! They all said the same

The soup I threw in onions, cucumber and a bag of some loose lettuce leaves. Could have put in cashews but no meat. Will have meat tomorrow. It turned out very nourishing on a cold day. Now I have got to put away produce as the farmer delivered it this afternoon. Its good buying direct from a farm.  I like the way they replenish the soil and use permaculture growing methods. Its also lower carbon footprint as the farm is not far from me @Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

If you have any concerns about your partner @MDT you could do what is called a sway test for a yes or no answer or even speak to a skilled dowser for the same. Your body holds wisdom and you got to hear its messages. You can do a sway test yourself and its been something used by successful people to gain clarity and direction.  Its easy to learn. 

https://www.pruneharris.com/post/self-testing-the-sway-test

[Former-Member]

I don’t know the intercrets of Scientology but I guess it can’t be all good. @Former-Member @I’m going to go with what the majority say and stay away!

as for your dinner we’re having hello fresh should be good, but could be better, I told you about my sister and wish once in a while if we could have dinner like her

[MDT]

Appreciate that suppirt dude @Former-Member
Keep it real.

[MDT]

Cheers @Former-Member

Hope you're well

[oceangirl]

Hey Hams @MDT 🙂

How are you?

I have been busy working and looking after the puppies. I am not a fan of the cooler weather though. I worked today and had a bake dinner, it was nice ..

What have you been up to? 

[Former-Member]

@Former-Member I wouldn't get involved with Scientology, they do something called auditing where you have to disclose every thought that goes on in your brain. Other people doing the auditing have been horrified by what goes on in famous peoples brains who are Scientologists apart from other ordinary people who are Scientologists and doing auditing. 

You can maintain proper brain hygiene with greater discretion using something called automatic writing where you write whatever pops in your head for thirty minutes, don't re-read and just shred. It will clear the mind.

Have heard horror stories on The Sea Org which is a Scientology ship which uses slave labor.

Anyway Scientology has been an interest of mine since my friend was in Scientology. If you analyse L. Ron Hubbards astrological chart he has a mars in his second house of earnings which accounts for his aggressive money accumulation tactics. As you know Scientology is all about money. His ascendant indicates that he is trying to discern the proper path forward but didnt possess the necessary clarity or insights. I think he tried to do good for humanity but his methods were wrong

[TAB]

áuditing is to find your weak spots @Former-Member @Former-Member  then they use them against you .. Fun-loving people that they are ..

but wait there's a solution , be one of us ..................