Good Morning

[TAB]

okay 

1. power fixed . (again)
2. dr rang, got scripts
3. shop rang fridge tv wmach be here in 20 mins 

Kicking Goals !!! ha ha lol .. 😎

@StuF @Former-Member  @Clawde @Sophia1 @Former-Member @MDT @Meowmy @tonys 

[Former-Member]

Hope it keeps on keeping on @TAB 

What the first thing your gonna put in that fridge?

any netfllix or Stan to go on your tv too?

[Former-Member]

@StuF Hope all is well stuf with things and such… um what do you do to keep occupied during the day?

I ask questions that’s what I’ve figured im good at lol

[TAB]

..prob beers @Former-Member  lol 

 um its smart tv I know nothing about broadband etc, always used wireless 4G whatever, but its pretty in and out here. 

May need booster for 4G and/or nbn before start gettin netflix

[Former-Member]

@Former-Member hi hope you’re well.

@StuF hope all is well. What do you do to keep busy during the day?

I ask questions to try and understand being mainly an introvert it helps me know who I’m talking to

[StuF]

Hey @TAB  - settle down with all your doing stuff! You're making the rest of us look bad! lol

[Former-Member]

Yeah drinking at the moment @TAB @till I get the situation with my meds sorted out. Having a pretty rough time with my thinking and self medicating eases the tension. I know it’s not a long term solution though.

I have Netflix a ps5 but they hardly ever get used. I just enjoy time with myself. I have learned not to expect things but be grateful for things that happen. 

[StuF]

I'm well enough thanks @Former-Member . How are you?

Busy during the day? Too much time on here. too much time online in general. Some walking. Some reading. Some watching tv/youtube. Some writing (but not much recently!). I work a few hours each week over two days, too. Which is great for getting me out of the house

Do you have any hobbies etc?

[Former-Member]

Hey @StuF thanks for getting back to me. That’s at least productive, I feel if I’m not working I’m not doing anything just moaning or thinking negatively. I’m working on it, I find working helps staying positive but there are a lot of challenges for me when it comes to work. 

I have worked 15 years almost and I feel exhausted. Maybe a med change will have me feeling like I used to. 

too much to take in, in a perfect world I feel like nothing would hold me back.

for hobbies I do bird watching and fishing. But I don’t have that real passion, I don’t know if people fake real passion or they are genuinely passionate. But I feel like that would be amazing.

yeah when I’m at home I tend to drink or overthink. I have to become more self aware and understand my limitations. I feel like having an MI is a huge disadvantage as you have to figure out how to reintegrate to society, I’ve been doing trial and error. 

[StuF]

I've not found a lasting passion for much either @Former-Member 

Well, nothing realistic at least. I'm too quick to dismiss things as too hard etc. So I never chase my dreams

I hope you find something with your med change. That can certainly shift things