Good Morning!

[TAB]

..its personal experience @BPDSurvivor .. now I have to read it again. Should be at local library

[Judi9877]

Good morning @BPDSurvivor @TAB @Former-Member @MDT @hanami @FloatingFeather @Former-Member @Former-Member @Paperdaisy @maddison @Shaz51 and all forumites here. Thanks for the tag @BPDSurvivor and all the kind, caring, supportive and thoughtful vibes. It’s much appreciated!

The update is basically my car now has mechanical issues again and I had to catch an Uber to my case manager and psychiatrist appointment at the local mental health service. Unfortunately I have landed up at the local hospital due to the suicidal thoughts via ambulance and have been here since 4:45pm yesterday. I finally got an ED bed at midnight and am currently awaiting a bed on a psych ward somewhere in the large hospitals facilities which could be 1 of 3 or 4 places. I’m really hoping the local hospital comes up as I was on that Ward last September and it’s close to home. My housemate stayed with me until 5:45am before she went home and had to rest as well as feed Mitz, our cat. I’ve been experiencing voices on and off with the stress of the emergency department which hasn’t been fun but my housemate was able to quickly go home whilst I waited for the ambulance and collect some of my things as the mental health service psych was pushing for an admission and to get my psych meds reviewed as this desperately needs to happen. Like I said, I’m just trying to not stress and worry here in the emergency department right now.

Take care.

Judi9877

[hanami]

Hi @Judi9877 

I'm so sorry to hear you're in hospital but really glad you are in a safe place right now. It's the best place for you to be. I really hope you can get the help you need and that your symptoms start to ease.

Sending big hugs

Hanami

[StuF]

Sounds absolutely hectic @Judi9877 

Hoping it all works out. All strength to you. Take care

[Former-Member]

Hi @Judi9877 , just wanted to send you lots of good wishes- I hope that you get a bed in the ward soon, and that it's a helpful stay for you. I'm so glad that your housemate was able to stay with you- we are here if you want a chat, or some distraction 💜

[FloatingFeather]

Hi @Judi9877, 

So sorry to read you are struggling so much Judi9877 - my heart goes out to you.  I'm really glad to know you are safe and getting the help you need. I hope you can get in at the local hospital so you feel more comfortable being closer to home. 

Your housemate sounds like such a good friend - I'm sure she worries about you like we do. 

I know it may not be easy but try not to stress too much. Know you are in a safe place and so many people are concerned for you and wishing you nothing but the best. 

Thank you for letting us know how you are getting on and please keep us posted when you are up to it.

Warm wishes,

FloatingFeather 

[TAB]

I hope things calm down a bit for you @Judi9877

[maddison]

Thinking of you @Judi9877 

Hope you are able to hold some calm in your mind.

You are doing good.

[Former-Member]

Hello @Judi9877 so sorry to hear of your re-admission.  You have been through quite a lot lately. Sending you wishes for good health, peace and harmony.  Hoping that things are in your favor again soon & that you can experience a good recovery surrounded by people who care for you.

[MDT]

Good morning all