Good Morning!

[Bunniekins]

@Meowmy  hoping you feel a bit better soon. Love peaxxx

[Former-Member]

I'm okish @Gazza75 mostly frustrated

[Gazza75]

I'm sorry about that @Former-Member .. anything you want to talk about?

Hang in there @Meowmy  Just over an hour to go this side.  🙂 

@Bunniekins, I liked the pea-mobile I saw last night, seriously cool ! lol 🙂 

[Former-Member]

@Gazza75 I made a post about it Here 

[Bunniekins]

@Gazza75  Hey Gazza75 yes the pea mobile is cute as :D! it has seen many adventures :)x

[Meowmy]

@Bunniekins hey little pea, thanks. 

[Meowmy]

@Gazza75 thanks for kind message. Hope you have a good afternoon.

[Shaz51]

@Sans911 @Molliex  ... I thought that changed fairly recently, the ability to 'support' part at least.  Maybe you can still access and read, but I'm not sure you can actually sign in to enable you to 'support'.  I recall there was some difference when @Faith-and-Hope  did her latest overseas trip, compared to a previous trip --- very true  @Former-Member  and @MDT found he could not do the support button either

@Meowmy  ... sending  you tender hugs .

hello  @greenpea @saturnzoon  @Sans911 @Molliex @Bimby2 @Donna1 @EOR  @outlander @Zoe7 @BlueBay @Maggie 

 @Ant7 @Adge @Gazza75  @TAB , @MDT 

[Shaz51]

@Sans911 @Molliex  ... I thought that changed fairly recently, the ability to 'support' part at least.  Maybe you can still access and read, but I'm not sure you can actually sign in to enable you to 'support'.  I recall there was some difference when @Faith-and-Hope  did her latest overseas trip, compared to a previous trip --- very true  @Former-Member  and @MDT found he could not do the support button either

@Meowmy  ... sending  you tender hugs .

hello  @greenpea @saturnzoon  @Sans911 @Molliex @Bimby2 @Donna1 @EOR  @outlander @Zoe7 @BlueBay @Maggie 

 @Ant7 @Adge @Gazza75  @TAB , @MDT 

[MDT]

@saturnzoon my friend.
I am sorry to hear this. But just do something tiny and small. One step at a time my friend

[Former-Member]

Hi @saturnzoon, hope your day has picked up a little 💙💜 Depression  and anxiety is exhausting. SI is like having a serial killer living in ya head 😟. It frightens us. Its no surprise the SI is intense if your anxiety is also high atm. Have you been under a lot of stress in other ways lately? I've observed the SI is intense when life is intense and finding ways to reduce the stress (other than dieing of cause),  does take the power out of SI, for me. SI is my red flag that something's wrong and I need to self care. 

In your backyard you might like to do what I just did... grab a 3x2m privacy screen shadecloth from Bunnings $30, really good. I attached mine to the gutters and fence with rope & hand made hooks (from coat hanger wire). Good shade from hot sun too. Maybe graba a couple of plastic chairs to sit on for now. Check out the Op shops. Though I must say, a swing chair sounds lovely. 

Anxiety can make us a little irrational, but you're not stupid. Loneliness or feeling alone is hard, I talk to God, and lost loved ones and my  dog. If you believe God speaks kindness to you through the the trees, the breeze, the colours, the birds... the loneliness pain fades a little (but never tell a psychiatrist God talks to you lol). 

Know what ya mean about being on the 'downside of life' after 55, I feel past my use-by date. 

Agraphobia must be horrible, avoiding makes it stronger you know. Wouldn't say I'm agorphobic, maybe more social phobic, but hiding in the house has been where I spend +95% of my life since my daughter passed 8yrs ago. Cabin fever can set in, that's why I do gardening. There's many triggers at shops and around people... so gardening is safer. Just a thought. You have to move at your own pace, it's like weigh loss - baby steps is the most successful healing long term - a little each day. Sorry about your car... Kidz can be so disrespectful grr. Do you do home delivered online groceries? And use taxi?. Glad you liked my picture - i'm an image hoarder lol. 

Do be kind to yourself. 

EOR 🌷🦉