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@Glisten , how did you go yesterday at the women's shed 

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@Historylover 

D1 birthday 🎂 on Sunday and gave my grand son a cuddle and he fell asleep on me 

I think his mum was happy for a break. 

@StuF. @tonys. @Glisten , @SmilingGecko , @hanami , @tyme , @Blackbird11 

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Yes @Historylover I was hoping that you would not get put on a CTO (Community Treatment Order) and instead win the tribunal hearing. Was trying to get you to be successful in that hearing to avoid injectible treatments which you are forced to take against your will. Yes you will experience extreme exhaustion. I did not want this happening to you I tried to warn you but now I have some suggestions...

 

Movement is the key to health. You got to get the chi flowing but you won't have the energy to exercise on the injectible. In hindsight the best thing you can do is invest in one of these chi machines. Its the equivalent of walking for hours on end and doing lots tai chi as it gets the merdians flowing but no expenditure of energy required. You don't have to do anything, just lie on your back while your ankles are held in a rotating swirling machine that gets life force energy moving. Anyone in health will say the key to health is movement. I recently saw it being promoted on The Doctors show some time ago on the internet and they said the same thing.

 

Its great for people who are too tired and sick to exercise, folk who are old or bedridden.  I could not afford to buy new but got mine off facebook marketplace, used condition. Many people use them, you don't have to be too ill to exercise.  You can research their health giving properties, follow correct guidelines like starting slowly on an empty stomach as the machine is powerful.  There are many brands of these machines, I don't know if one is better than the other. Another thing you need to know are there are contraindications so before you buy see if its suitable for you with you existing health profile.

 

Unfortunately theres not much you can do unless you have another tribunal hearing. You must be able to demonstrate you have sufficient insight into your condition and can be trusted to take your meds. What I suspect has happened to you is that you have experienced real life events that have been pathologised in addition to having a mental illness.  That is the failure of this system.

 

We have people like us who have been shunted to the lower socioeconomic margins and are deserted by people who should be our advocates. It makes it very hard. Having someone vouch for you could have been the very thing that flipped the switch in a cold clinical setting that focusses only on pathology instead of the true sad state of the world we are in.

 

I wish there was something more promising I could say but you but I can tell you I have walked that path and come out the other side. You have my understanding and solidarity.  I had no guide, had to work it out myself but these tribunal meetings are dicey and the outcomes aren't the best. I was hoping like anything you would win the case after what happened to me. All I can say is no to that drug. You can get put on better tolerated drugs in future. Lets just get the energy moving for now.

 

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Its the small and simple things hey @Shaz51  thats all we need.

 

Morning.  All 

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Those cuddles are mutually beneficial, aren't they, @Shaz51? He's got you wrapped around his little finger already.

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Well done @Glisten !

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@tonys 

Great to hear you're being transferred to rehab. I imagine it won't be a lot of fun, but it's heading in the right direction.

I hope you can sort the farm. Hoping you get back there asap

 

Cheers. You take care too!

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Hey @Shaz51 

 

Another quiet day here.

 

How about you?

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Regardless of anything I would or would not do, the outcome of the tribunal was a foregone conclusion @SmilingGecko, as is the next. Once they got their hands on me, they just won't let go. I did what the situation forced on me. I had no choice. They won't help me, but they won't let go either. 

 

While in the 'treatment centre' I was passed over for tea on 3 occasions over a short time—once when I was sitting at an isolated table with one other person who was offered a cup, but I was completely overlooked, and another time I was locked outside when patients were not allowed to be outside on their own. I was detecting 'game playing' going on ('games people play') and remarked to the registrar asking sarcastically if I was invisible. He mentioned it in his report and said it was an indication of paranoia which he then diagnosed. I was amazed at the lack of professionalism in the treatment report, but perhaps I shouldn't have been. 

 

I've written a counter to their report that shatters their 'opinions' and assertions. I already know it won't make a jot of difference and I'm still deciding whether or not to provide it to them. Why bother?

 

I don't have a mental illness, @SmilingGecko. I finished my treatment 20 years ago because his 'project' was complete. I was a new person. If I had any disorder, I would be out there getting it treated, but they won't treat me. They can see what he has done and they won't interfere. They just back off. I see myself and the world around me very clearly. I even give people the benefit of the doubt until it is obvious I shouldn't. 

 

My problem is that my ex-psy left me high and dry when I was now too broken because of his cruel deception—leading me up the garden path—and too old to bring correction to it. He made himself my only 'friend' (coercive control) and isolated me so that I would have nowhere to turn, for his pleasure to destroy. My ex-husband did this too, but he was a mere amateur. I just went from the pot to the fire. Few, decades ago, were cautious about professionals, and I was already too traumatised and naive.  

 

Moderators, please don't delete my post. I am deeply traumatised and have no other avenues to find help or just to vent, which we all need at times. That is not to say that all psychiatrists are the same, only that of the three others I have tried, they were as I said—not interfering. I need help not treatment. I don't know how to extricate myself from this mess. 

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Very true @Historylover , @tonys 

 

Waiting at the bone specialist @StuF left home at 7.30am