Good Morning!

[Former-Member]

Its hard making decisions when you feel trapped @MDT.  I think it's a good idea to stop the mental chatter though.  Someone I was reading about said the brain has not solved the major problems of this world and most good ideas come from a sudden stroke of inspiration from out of nowhere.  Any good idea has come from this.  The brain only stores things from the past and is able to do things it understands.  The brain is fear based.  I'm learning to try and use my brain as a servant now and realise the futility in self rumination. 

[Former-Member]

@Clawde how are you going today, lovely?

[Clawde]

Hello @Former-Member 

Struggling with being Happy at some times, thanks for asking 😃

[MDT]

My placement and looking for opportunities in my field of study. @TAB
Beats what I was doing

[Former-Member]

Thats ok @Clawde I hope you find yourself in a better headspace soon 💚Been there many times myself. It's not an easy equation living under a cloud of sadness but life has a way of working itself out.  You will be in a happier state of mind again.  But for now you just have to get through this xxoo 

[TAB]

Okay so your not actually working? @MDT

[Clawde]

Thankyou @Former-Member  🙏

[MDT]

Correct. More like working for free. Studying too. @TAB

[MDT]

Figured in the end I don't owe others an explanation and I don't need to justify my choices to anyone except myself.
@TAB

My early 20s were all about trying to appease others.

Load of bs so don't even try.

[TAB]

So long as you're okay @MDT