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[greenpea]

@Glistenhey G i was just thinking about you. yes sunday is being calm and peaceful.  i hope it is to you too.  have you got much on this week?x

[Glisten]

@greenpea  I have to Adult too much this week.

I haven’t had a proper break for so long.

I’ve reviewed 24 documents today, for the meeting with my lawyer tomorrow.

I also have Centrelink paperwork due tomorrow.

I need to make an appointment with my GP.

Everything should stop from 1 Dec. Except for retail 😆 as if.

I’ll never be critical of old people again.

You get to a certain age and you’re just done. We should be retiring earlier in life, not later.

Probably a sign that I really, really need a sauna and a steam.

I’ve got Tennis Elbow again. I get whiny when I’m carrying an injury. Like a kid.

I’ll whinge at J, my mate tomorrow.

I should just medicate myself and go the farque to sleep 😆

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..re 'adult' @Glisten @greenpea  I have interview for trainer job 7th jan.

older brother and friend are against me taking job . i told myself 2 days ago not going to take it of offered. now having doubts.

Why ..not ??

• its 2 hours drive away , so will have to find affordable accom 4 nites/week
• cos will be away from cat for 4 nites/week
• cos its scary....
• cos they will try and test me on things forgot 20 years ago cos never used re trade school, yet these things set people apart these days. it used to be assumed my trade could don Everything metal related. in real world , well kal, people where impressed if I could fabricate things, not just patch things up. I learned years ago to stay away from workshops and stuck to site work. so never used the 2 things that I would reasonably assume will get asked as so many people cant do them on the job. saw young guy and old guy in last 3 years attempting very basic version of one of the things. old guy worked it out eventually, prob watched chinese youtube lol, young guy had super super basic job, started stuffing it up, wouldnt listen to my advice, took sickie of course, his mate took it over and finished it with templates first guys father made at work(told his father local legend as actually knew this stuff) lol 

Why ??

• pay is around $90k for 38 hr week
• cos will not have to wait to long to see if i can 'cut it' as a trainer or not.
• so course skills not yet forgotten, lol

How ??

• cut deal at motel. done b4 , was getting $130/nite rm for 300/week 2015, also similar deal 2012 interstate after getting the idea from someone worked with
• so, 4 nites week, place am/was semi-regular at does cash deal $100/nite, he might come at $300 for 4 nites if week in week out..
• cat, put cat door in , ask someone to check in on it/feed it at least once while away
• ask around to see if cat belongs to anyone, it disappears over same back fence every night..
• maybe could just do for 12 weeks (?)
• think am going to ring open arms counselling again  to ask for advice. also that dude from RSL.

Things to consider:

• my health or lack of it
• maybe better to try and get short term casual work
• would get cut off dole after 12 weeks.
• maybe just forget whole work thing until major health improvement..
• its 6 month probation.

..anywhoo...