Everything music

[greenpea]

@StuF   how did you cope?  i had my psychosis for years just was not picked up by docs and family except my mother who knew i was very ill. 

[StuF]

Well there was a long lead up time for me @greenpea ...but I'd been unwell for a long time too.

But then it all became very apparent and I ended up in a public ward (for the first time) and freaked the hell out!

(Chop Suey was the main System' song for me)

[ENKELI]

@greenpea I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy!

I am running out of notepaper writing all these awesome tunes down to save. This one is special. I had only heard Firestarter, Smack My Bitch Up and Breathe. I really like Narayan.

I'm not even bothering to offer up anything now, you guys have got it sorted!

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that Is my game @ENKELI  ..messing w people lolo ... all I've got .Ask @tonys  lolo ...

well we cant remember who it was, it was a 'former member' .. @greenpea 

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@ENKELI @StuF @greenpea @tonys 

[greenpea]

@StuFshit! me too. i was in a public ward for a month and even then i was not properly diagnosed with schitzoaffective disorder for at least a year later.  okay i was taken to the public ward when i took off my jumper leaving me with only a bra on  in a bus because i thought i had been infected by a alian monster.  my poor autistic son was with me at the time.  my autistic son was the only one looking out for me at that stage.

[greenpea]

@ENKELI  ahh you are a funny one 🙂 xx

[greenpea]

@StuF   honestly how did we survive?  we are so lucky to be here.x

[StuF]

First time it got really out of hand for me @greenpea , I was already in a private facility and said the wrong things to my psych (basically quoting Chop Suey with no context), she drugged me. Next thing I knew I was waking up while being admitted to the public ward from the back of an ambulance

Life gets messy, hey?

[greenpea]

@StuF   oh StuF you have to be careful of what you say to who. i said something once about hurting myself and the stupid worker was going to call the police. thank god my mental health nurse stepped in and explained this is what i say when i am depressed and it doesnt mean i will act upon it.  life is messy i agree but we are strong and have come out the other end. battered and bruised but still here xxx