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@Realness Thanks for asking. i have been well. Sleep is slowly improving between 5 and 6 1/2 hours at trhe monent over two sleeps. At times i snooze during the day. We had family up and my wife is home so i have been spending more family time. Which has been nice.
@heartathome i love your poem sis. i have been struggling with forgiveness all my life, especially myself, as well. i have learned to understand that to forgive someone when they do something wrong, especially when painfully so, and/or for long periods of time, we can only achieve in, and with, Jesus/The Truth of love.
Like you rightly point out, it is laying down our unforgiving life, where we find ourselves unable to forgive. Therefore when i see myself not forgiving myself or other, then i know me being unforgiven is not saved, but must be left behind.
As you point such can be an enormous struggle. As sinner no one likes being crucified. That is until as sinner, the love of God has set us free, for then we understand that, like Jesus, we can also lay down life in wrong for the joy of our or someone else's salvation.
i have learned in my struggles to forgive to understand that satan ALWAYS tries to focus on the sin, or wickedness committed, smiting the 'culprit' with it, rather than the life that needs to be saved from the hell such deed brought into being.To me this means that the wrong done to me is still speaking and not the love of Jesus yet. This tells me i have to focus on the wrong living in me not wanting to forgive rather than the person who did the wrong to me. For i know that when Jesus takes the wrong/hurt of the sin committed away, His love living within us will ALWAYS forgive. (When God healed me of my immense hurt being assaulted like that, i literally begged God on my knees that my attackers would not have to suffer the pain they caused in me (and my family,) when i realised God's revenge is all about harvesting the fruit of our deeds. (Rev 20:11-15))
The good thing is that forgiving someone their wrongs NEVER forgives the sins committed but only the person who did it (Has life in such sin). This is why the bible tells us that all sinful flesh has been crucified with Christ. It is for us believers to follow Him in His death, so we will also be raised His resurrection. (i have only just been through this process in my raging/atheist alter, and is hardest ever, but so very good when we do so with and in Christ, rather than try to do the right thing, like i always did in my religious alter, forgiving ourselves or others because our faith demands it rather than because we are O(o)ne with Jesus' awesome love for lost sinners.
@Appleblossom The more i get to know you through what you are sharing on this forum the more respect i have for your outlook and ability to go on despite the hardships. That Jesus lead you away from all that hinders you flourishing in your faith, love and hope as His Child.
God's Love Anoints.
God's Anointing within speaks forever Himself,
The Love of The Lord, we in His Spirit received,
God's indescribable Love, burning-up old self,
those unfaithful loves, satan's lies, conceived. 1 John 2:27
When His love, faith, and hope, births us anew,
Jesus, in His loving embrace, close to us drew.
Christ forever, in our hearts, Father's love to be,
truthfully adopted, into Heaven's eternal family. Rev 7:9-17
Christ's anointing, never ever, doubts God's love,
and always, hears The Truth, speak from Above.
Where all those who opposed us will bow down,
when Jesus present us with His Heavenly crown. 2 Tim 4:8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfkhqpl81NA&list=RDxfkhqpl81NA&start_radio=1
31-12-2025 11:19 AM
31-12-2025 11:19 AM
Verse of the Day |
The Light shines in the darkness. And the darkness has not overpowered the Light. John 1:5 ICB 💛 |
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@Realness @heartathome @Appleblossom @REDLINEZ750 @Cuppatea
Luke 16:1-13
"He also said to His disciples: “There was a certain rich man who had a steward, and an accusation was brought to him that this man was wasting his goods. So he called him and said to him, ‘What is this I hear about you? Give an account of your stewardship, for you can no longer be steward.’
“Then the steward said within himself, ‘What shall I do? For my master is taking the stewardship away from me. I cannot dig; I am ashamed to beg. I have resolved what to do, that when I am put out of the stewardship, they may receive me into their houses.’
“So he called every one of his master’s debtors to him, and said to the first, ‘How much do you owe my master?’ And he said, ‘A hundred measures of oil.’ So he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and sit down quickly and write fifty.’ Then he said to another, ‘And how much do you owe?’ So he said, ‘A hundred measures of wheat.’ And he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and write eighty.’ So the master commended the unjust steward because he had dealt shrewdly. For the sons of this world are more shrewd in their generation than the sons of light.
“And I say to you, make friends for yourselves by unrighteous mammon, that when you fail, they may receive you into an everlasting home. He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. Therefore if you have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? And if you have not been faithful in what is another man’s, who will give you what is your own?
“No servant can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.”"
i been pondering on what Jesus end-up teaching me about the parable of the shrewd caretaker. That unfaithful servant who got into trouble for the mismanagement of the kings estate but ended up being commended instead of sacked, forgiving debtors their debts.
i remember years ago i brought myself in my question marks to Jesus. Also about this parable - especially in my religious alter. At the time not making sense out of the parable of Jesus. So i asked Jesus you want me forgive myself where i have lots of life in wrong, and then somehow God would commend me doing that, even though, as I thought at the time, God's 'righteous requirements' where in NO way met by me in my sinful self?
How was THAT going to work? Would God not be really pissed with me depriving Him of all that 'rightful payment to Him paying my debts instead of not doing that?' How was forgiving myself in sin, still very much a sinner, get me to change me to a good standing? So the Good Life originally given by Him, but I had squandered sinning come good again doing that? MUST I NOT FIRST STOP MY SIN? (Pay my debts?)
Can you see what i mean friends? Looking at this parable with carnal/Worldly eyes. Would mena that if i would forgiving my debtors their debt to my boss this would end me in jail. And surely not commended by the boss for doing that? So why would Jesus be telling this parable like this? Especially seeing the Pharisees were about? Was the Law of God then not important to do?
Yet this is what He taught me to understand - and how true this has been in my life ever since understanding this and learning to be the same as the shrewd manager in the way i deal with myself indebted to God not taking care of His estate.
For i know that someone who is so deeply indebted that they consistently cannot pay their debt, are bankrupt, that they will NEVER be able to pay that debt but it will only get worse. This fact alone will rob the indebted person of all hope for better, job enjoyment, purpose of going to work, satisfaction with their job achievements, doing you best. Yet Forgiving them their debts will have them work hard not to do it wrong again. For at least now you enjoy life again, can have those things they could not before, and have hope for better again, as well as have an undying committent to the boss who made that possible.
Therefore would the end result therefore not be far better than NOT getting anything but no debt repayments as well as workers without dedication and commitment for you cannot pay your boss religion demanding/her debt? And so Jesus pointed out to me to forgive myself and like He does and so finally leave my indebted life behind and start anew fresh and totally dedicated to Him making all this possible, teaching me this.
Only forgiving ourselves our sins and shortcomings will have us enabled to change for the better. So glad He taught me this lesson.
Have a blessed day praising our Heavenly Father for The Lamb of God Friends! He truly is the most awesome King in any human heart!
Law summed UP? Love GOD FOR LOVE, AND THEN LOVE ALL WHO NEED LOVE LIKE JESUS LOVES!
(So many of us standing in the shoes of those in need of being rescued.)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zf8BBNlyapo&list=RDZf8BBNlyapo&start_radio=1
31-12-2025 12:09 PM
31-12-2025 12:09 PM
Hi @DownMoreThanUp ,
I read this parable a little differently to you. The unjust steward was surprisingly commended but he still lost his job. The deals he had made meant he would be welcomed into their houses when he was out of work.
Why did the Master commend the dishonest dealing? I think Jesus occasionally uses sarcasm. "... that they may receive you into an everlasting home." The worldly may be better at handling worldly situations but their actions won't bring them to the real goal. The steward was not faithful in unrighteous mammon and therefore won't be trusted in true wealth.
31-12-2025 12:20 PM
31-12-2025 12:20 PM
I'm going through all my old poems, and I found this one from thirty years ago.
I'm going to a lookout tonight to watch the sun set for the last time in 2025. It's been a ride! 💛
CREATION
Here I am, living my life
I hardly give it thought
I can't begin to understand
Your wisdom can't be taught
The more I know, the more I sit
In wonder and in awe
Your knowledge, we just can't contain
Of that I'm really sure
Creation is a complex gift
Science fits somehow
A newborn child; Your work of art
You're still creating now
We're born again and changing still
Guided by Your hand
You work in spite of forces that
Want destroyed all You've planned
It baffles me, how You work
It's so entwined with skill
There are no words that could describe
Creation by Your will
A single cell tells of Your knowledge
In nature, Your beauty shows
Creation is Your awesome love
Your power seen as Jesus rose
How inadequate my words are
You're so complex yet simple too
To describe the Living God
Is not something I can do
The more I learn of God
The more I clearly see
How little of Him I really know
The great I AM he is to me!
September 1996
@Realness @DownMoreThanUp @Appleblossom @REDLINEZ750 @ENKELI
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@Realness Yes for sure in his unfaithful dealings this man was surely a goner.(This is why i added the Luke 126:17 text with it, for Jesus did.)
Yet do you not think that this formerly unfaithful manager would not have changed his ways, have learned how to be faithful and being commended for it by the king on his judgement day?
@Appleblossom @heartathome @REDLINEZ750 @Cuppatea @ENKELI
i know I died being the unfaithful manager I had been in my religious self. For in sin in this self I had judged others with wrong and had demanded they do this or that first before forgiveness, and therefore was judged the wrong living in myself, not having done this myself!
Nevertheless after I died my life in wrong Christ's love, i still got my job as (co) manager of His Estate! For He taught me to also forgive anyone hurting bad life, through The Truth of His love fro us ALL, including myself indebted to God having done it wrong.
So yes you are right in unfaithfulness I also perished, no more holding onto the god religion had 'crafted' for me to serve. In which self I always demanded payment before good could be. (Much like the horrible king of Daniel 11:36-39 rule my life thus in my flesh,) i rather meet Jesus Above the River of my Life in Daniel chapter 12:1-7 God's grace.
So i like to believe the story of the shrewd manager would have also ended this way. Though of course in the bible it is but a story, yet i know in my life this story is very real.😁
Peace considering.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9S7sxdVCTc&list=RDL9S7sxdVCTc&start_radio=1
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@heartathome Oh my dear that poem is absolutely awesome! Thank you so much sharing it. i'm going to read it again! (And you wrote this in 1996, the year i fell my son of lawlessness biggest time ever.) We can have such truly awesome depths of insight in His life giving Spirit.
31-12-2025 01:34 PM
31-12-2025 01:34 PM
@heartathome @DownMoreThanUp @Realness @REDLINEZ750
Gotta fly but sending cheerios....
not cereal.LOL
31-12-2025 02:22 PM
31-12-2025 02:22 PM
Thank you @Appleblossom That was a nice thing to do before you ran out. Wishing us all a happy new year!
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@heartathome Thanking you so very much. Goodbye hurting bad life welcome New Life!🎉🎉🎉
@Appleblossom Be blessed dear see you in the new...
@Realness @REDLINEZ750 @Cuppatea @ENKELI @Moose123
That the old hurting WILL pass away for all of you peacefully, and His New will come in His Glory, and fill every single day of 2026 and beyond!
Blessings to all!
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