Christian Chat

[Eve7]

I’m not ok @Anastasia 

[Anastasia]

I'm here to listen @Eve7 

I'm sorry you're not ok, are you safe dear sister?

[Eve7]

I’m just very sad and deciding what to do next. I know you have a lot happening too my friend💔

I’m so sorry. @Anastasia 

[Anastasia]

I hear you @Eve7 

Sad is a hard emotion to sit with.

Pondering my life makes me feel sad so I get it. 

I wish I could beam myself there and we could really have a chat. I know I'd love that ❤️

[Anastasia]

I'm still here for you @Eve7 🙏💕

[Eve7]

I lost connection @Anastasia the internet is playing up.

I’d love to meet up with you and others irl for a chat and drink together. It won’t happen but we can dream about it.

Did you see your boy? My boy is going through a rough patch too.

💖😢🙏

[Anastasia]

Oh @Eve7 I'm sorry to hear about your boy. I know you share a very close bond with your boys and so I am well aware that it would be taking a massive toll on you at the moment. I'm here to listen if you need to offload otherwise I'm just here holding your hand. 

Yes I saw him. Not overly happy with where he's at. He has the tendency to get a bit manic in hospital, a product of the environment. Lots of additional meds added. Also not real stoked but if it helps...

Time will tell 💕

[Eve7]

S1’s leg is taking a long time to heal and he’s having problems with his teenage daughter getting in with the wrong crowd, skipping uni lectures, drinking and clubbing which is what teenagers do @Anastasia.

On top of all that I’m just not well and am of no use to anyone at present.

[Anastasia]

That is a lot.

Can I be brave @Eve7 and suggest that you look after yourself right now, everything else will follow.

I know that's hard, being a Mum and Grandmum our loved ones are priority but right now your safety and self care are of priority. That's not selfish, that's self preservation sweetheart. It's where I'm at too and it's bl👀Dy hard so I'm going to hold you tight and not let go, ok?

[Eve7]

I am sorry about your boy @Anastasia  hospital Can be a weird experience  but hopefully everything will come together for him sooner rather than later.

Looking after me is not one of my strengths but I am trying even though I feel selfish doing so.

This week I have appointments with GP, Psych and pdoc which is just too much so one will have to go at least. I feel like I’m wasting their time and my money but at the same time I’m scared not to go