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[avant-garde]

@Jynx 

... I... I called him... the police guy... to... to set up the... the interview... statement... he... he wasn't there... he's going to call me... probably tomorrow...

I'm scared... I'm so so scared...

breathe right?

[tyme]

That is quite concerning @Gremlin24 . At the same time, I respect your choice if you think it's better you don't go to hospital.

And it's okay if you change your mind too.

[Gremlin24]

@tyme it's a fine line at the moment and I'm conflicted between what I should do and what I want to do. 

[tyme]

Hey @avant-garde , I hear the fear in your post. Is there something we can do to help you work through some of this fear?

[Gremlin24]

@avant-garde well done for making that phone call. You should be so proud of yourself. 

And yes breathe and try to relax ♥️.

[Jynx]

Oh gosh @avant-garde many hugs, many many many 🫂🫂🫂

Yes, breathing good!! Is there anyone you can call? Some grounding could also be helpful too hun. 

I'm about to log off else I would stay and sit with you longer - @tyme is about if you need. Sending you much strength and fortitude, and hopefully we can catch up over the weekend 💜

[tyme]

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@Gremlin24 wrote:

@tyme it's a fine line at the moment and I'm conflicted between what I should do and what I want to do. 

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Feel free to use the community here on SANE forums as a sounding board if you need to bounce your ideas around a bit. @Gremlin24 

[Gremlin24]

@tyme thanks. I guess a part of me is trying to work up that courage to call 000 cos I hate being a bother and I hate making phone calls. Yes I'm aware of how to do it without having to call aswell but anxiety gets the better of me with that aswell 😂.

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

My bird friend has been busy chirping outside my window

Just reminding me that it's the past, they can't hurt me, they won't find me, I control the interview. I can stop at any time. It's my choice. It's still terrifying but it's my choice, nobody can make me...

[tyme]

@Gremlin24 , what happens if you call them, then hang up? They will then call you back. I find this has helped me in the past. It sounds weird, but i tend to be better at accepting calls than making them.