Support for Flowerlove22

[Sunnyside226]

What song you Playing now??    Glad your colouring   which page you doing?  

Did you want a chat? @Dreamy  

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 right now it's Ed Sheeran- old phone. 

You'll have to wait and see what picture I'm colouring when I put it up once it's finished. 

I'd love to chat, really having a rough night so the company would be nice. Only if you're up for it of course. 

[Sunnyside226]

yes I'm happy to chat  and sit with ya @Dreamy  

How's your day been?    

I'll be waiting for the pic's when it's done   

[Dreamy]

Thanks @Sunnyside226, I really appreciate it. 

My day has just been so messed up, I haven't been able to stop doing things cos the fear of what will happen if I stop is too much. Now that I've stopped my thoughts are intense and it's so hard to sit with. 

I'm over the half way mark so hopefully I'll be finished in the next couple of days. 

[Sunnyside226]

Too easy happy to sit  and chat  

When you say you having been able to stop doing things do you mean as in harm? Or  like Daily things?  Sorry if I've misread it    

It's good to hear the thoughts have stopped    did anything help them stop? 

@Dreamy  I'm excited to see the finished picture btw I have your rainbow fishs hehe 

Also I don't know if a mod is on but I'm sorry if my question was bad or rude.  I hope I don't upset you  

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 I've had to keep busy doing things like cleaning, washing doing dishes etc. When i do stop that's when the harming myself urges kick in. 

The thoughts haven't stopped, but I've stopped doing things because it's night time and quiet time so now the thoughts are intense. 

Ooh rainbow fish, have you got a pic? 

All good, it wasn't rude at all so no need to apologise.

[Sunnyside226]

All good I wasn't sure if a mod would remove it   I didn't want a email because I thought you meant self harm   

Thanks for clarifying   

If I had a magic wand I would take the thoughts away    

I find 3 pics would you like to me share them with you? @Dreamy   

Here's a question  what's one good thing that's happened so far this week? ( If you're ok answering)  

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 all good. 

Wouldn't that be nice, just wave a magic wand and everything be better. 

I'd love to see them 😊.

I struggle with this question, I'll be honest. But I did have Casper's vest come yesterday so that was exciting. 

[Sunnyside226]

@rav3n  Mr bunny sounds cute  I bet he loves you 💙. Does he eat carrots  lettuce  etc?  Or bunny food 

A dream  house how cool would it be to build a home ,   that tatt sound cool 😎 

Honestly  getting a tatt you love will be you joy and happiness 😊 💙   

I have tatts I want to  get   I have many tatts I love on me 

I'll check out that finch thing,  do you have finch?  How do you find it?  Good bad etc @rav3n  I sound like  a therapist now 😂. Night night hun talk again 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy  that's good it's something hey  I'm proud of you  even if it small it's something 💙

We have to look at that the little things  baby steps   one day at a time   

 

 

 

@Dreamy  there's the rainbow fish not in the box like we were saying 😂.   

I got my gel today