Living with Ourselves

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@Former-Member 😸 say hello if you’re up to it . Not going to do ‘boo’ thing . Thanks for yesterday. It’s all Good. Hope you’re feeling bit better

[Former-Member]

Hello 👋 @TAB

I rarely drink, havent for a very long time.

Used to drink way too much. Doctor warned me often to stop. I think I stopped in 2012. Probably wouldn’t be alive now if I hadn’t. Probably wouldn’t have cared to stop if I didn’t have D. She’s kept me going. The vodka really hit me last night. Had to disappear. Wasn’t in a good way. Cried myself to sleep eventually. Cry baby 😭 lol. 

Normally I used to dance and have fun, sometimes when the dancing stopped, the tears would come. too many stressful things have gone on this year. Constantly.

Had to try numbing myself for a bit. Not a good idea last night. Actually afternoon, I think it was. 😖🤔😱

oh well. Can’t change yesterday. 

Thanks for being there and to everyone else who was there for me last night. 

Wont let me tag anyone. But thanks @Zoe @outlander @Sans911 and I m having trouble remembering who else. Funny how I have trouble tagging some, but not others????

Lovely to hear from you @Sophia1 Take care and will catch up soon. 💜💜

Hi @Shaz51 💜💖

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I remember you telling me re drinking @Former-Member and understandable re trying numbing . @Zoe7 @outlander ^^^ re tags

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I find tagging has hiccups for people not on list already but if persist it works after a few goes @Former-Member sorry I wasn’t much use re playing along yesterday. I didn’t appreciate what was going on on your side. Hugs. and All Good anyway 😸😎🎩☕️🍰✅

[Former-Member]

Pity it has side affects. Rest day here. 

Hope your day is going okish. 

@TAB ☕️

[Former-Member]

Not sure what you mean, you didn’t appreciate what was going on on my side @TAB ??  

I understand you had to go and nap. Not a problem at all. Often I can’t be on the forums for different reasons. It’s fine. 😺

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yeah well wasnt going there re side effects but yeah @Former-Member quiet day here too. I tried to drink yesterday and couldnt. Probably a good thing. anyway feel like bad hangover, got a sty or something on eyelid, headache, ache aches. Being punished lol. Perhaps its withdrawal hm

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ok I didnt realise how it would end up. dont want to drag it up re you becoming distressed. @Former-Member and its fine if you cant come on here. All Good hope

[Former-Member]

I find iodised salt in water helps. Clean eye with it using cotton wool. If you feel like doing that. @TAB Iodised salt helps k### germs 

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ok, that i have. may try if gets too annoying. thanks @Former-Member