Living with Ourselves

[outlander]

It was just my interpretation @Sophia1 my apologies

Are you going any better tonight then earlier today? Do you have any plans for tomorrow?

[Sophia1]

@outlander

You do not have to apologise for anything that you have ever said to me..

just this stupid form of communication...

you have and  know that you will never say anything to offend me...I know your honesty and how genuine you are without exception...if only you believed it yourself...you are one person on this forum who stands out as being sincere...as I tell my sons this is paramount along with believing in yourself above all expectations of society...

[outlander]

Thank you @Sophia1 your sons are lucky to have you 💕

Your up rather late tonight though, are you going ok? Did you need to talk about anything at all tonight? I dont mind listening ..

[Sophia1]

Thank you dearest

yes I am up late..'

I am so used to not talking...

I know ...i have always just listened...perhaps that is me...weird as it sounds..

I believe that the only way forward for me to be understood is through my therapist. I am just too deep

what about you... I have not b een able to keep up

I find the rave moves too fast...

[outlander]

I get what you mean @Sophia1 it ties in well with you never having a 'voice' or listened to. I am like that in the sense i listen alot too. I do hope you have a good therapist to help work through things with you.
Ive started to learn how to crochet now but other than that nothing new here,ive always been a crappy sleeper with chronic insomnia so late night chats are a regular thing for me lol.

[Sophia1]

@outlander

if I talked to you about an inch of what is going on around me...as in meteorites it would not touch the surface...I do not like to add my woes to others...

therefore I do not talk about everything external..

I talk about my feelings only...

[outlander]

That is quite alright @Sophia1 you need to feel comfortable with what you say etc and if just talking about feelings is what your ok with then that is more than fine.

[Sophia1]

sorry @outlander

my response sounded dreadful

I appreciate your support...

you give so much

my cat has now jumped up

thank you for everything

I do not know where or what but just being here for me is a surprise actually...no more words..

[outlander]

It didnt sound dreadful @Sophia1 no more words is fine. Ill just sit here with you if you like? Give your cat a pat for me please..

[Maggie]

@Sophia1@outlander@Owlunar@Shaz51@Adge and everyone.